157491's blog: "Are you ready for the weekend?"

the words are beautiful they are love itself or human insistence for believing a beautiful lie. the words are mirrors they are blurred with tears or the surrogate life in which we live. the words are wise they are refugees in our mind or a way to let past have its ashes. the words are center they are destinies, comprised of conscious, innumerable parts or of some life that isn't intellectual. the words are petals they are without stems, in water or dreams, modified down to reality.

The Epitome Of A Woman..........Lately I’ve been having This sinking feeling Buried in the pit of me How can my flesh withstand It’s eating me alive literally Everyday I see God’s brilliance He should have kept her For his own auxiliary She broke the laws of beauty She’s the epitome Her movement is like a symphony Her sweet whispers features me If she wanted it My soul, my flesh, my heart I would give her each of me Spoken word from her Is like hearing a preacher speak A work of art But could she picture me Canvassed inside her imagery

the night was neither warm nor cold just the right sort of welcome mid-November denial of winter... I wanted to see you. lunar blooms cast glows on stick trees and woodland creatures. I was driven, not by love, but by another. moving not too fast, and not too slow I was taken, my heart hurt. not an ache... but a grievous hurt, like mortality had crawled into my chest. moon kissed, the landscape rolled on there was beauty in the shadows love in the silvery light on the hills passion in the way the beams played the ethereal glow of happy that danced, entwined under the stars. I couldn't take the magnificence of it all the real exquisiteness of everything that you can't be right now. I did not want to see it, I wanted to see you stubbornly I closed my eyes.

…How can I tell you... What you truly mean to me In a way you haven’t already heard How can I tell you... About the way I feel when we talk That you can’t already tell in my voice How can I tell you... that I love you so much Differently than I have already expressed How can I tell you... That my life begins and ends with you that you are everything wonderful to me Can I tell you…I love you more than you’ll ever know… or even imagine… To all my sweet and lovely friends in cherry tap .i would like to ask if no one of you can mind and really I like to have answer you all look very beautiful but I can see from you're eyes many things maybe I can see that already what about your boyfriends or your man they can't see it or what the problems with them God blessed you all my lovely united states woman's and hopping you all very good summer and wonderful holyday . for me I am ready to travel by my car's to my sweet century Friday morning and I will missed you all

imagine... somewhere ...far away i want to take you there away... from everything that is hurting us ...inside we deserve more free ourselves from worries take my hand... fly .. dream... is it too much to ask for what were our cherished dreams... (they were everything to me) you've long forgotten...(now they're gone) ...can we get back to what was? i'll find me a lucky star ... wish... wish there was something still inside you ...that there was a small part of me hidden away in your heart ...i wish... if you've emptied your heart of me... then please tell me let me fly alone... but am i flying or falling? still in love with you? ...damn the whispers they never die... are they truths or lies? they feed on my inner strength draining me... look into my eyes ...can you see? the emptiness inside the darkness... it surrounds me i'm but a shadow now ...of what was a forgotten wish ...of what i could be...

imagine... somewhere ...far away i want to take you there away... from everything that is hurting us ...inside we deserve more free ourselves from worries take my hand... fly .. dream... is it too much to ask for what were our cherished dreams... (they were everything to me) you've long forgotten...(now they're gone) ...can we get back to what was? i'll find me a lucky star ... wish... wish there was something still inside you ...that there was a small part of me hidden away in your heart ...i wish... if you've emptied your heart of me... then please tell me let me fly alone... but am i flying or falling? still in love with you? ...damn the whispers they never die... are they truths or lies? they feed on my inner strength draining me... look into my eyes ...can you see? the emptiness inside the darkness... it surrounds me i'm but a shadow now ...of what was a forgotten wish ...of what i could be...

for YOU, i have a life....... u believe it or not, ..... for YOU, this world here....... YOU feel it or not, every moment i m with u, every step i m with YOU, every heart beat is with YOU... ..... in my thoughts just YOU, ..... in my breaths just YOU, ..... in my dreams just YOU, ..... in my smiles just YOU, ..... in my eyes just YOU and YOU only ........ o my sweet love, i say this to YOU only and pray GOD that every life, every step, every heart beat, i ll be with YOU and YOU only..... if U r my LOVE, come and take my heart ..... i ll give U everything that's mineee ..... every moment , every step i m just thinking of u and YOU only

the difference between now andforever are the moments that fill the spaces that lie in between the gasps that take our breath away and the quiet thoughts that nurture us from one soul to another are no longer silent if only i could find the words that could ever tell you the feelings that arise between this moment and eternity filled with the entirety of you then my secrets would no longer hold the meaning or the fear of a thousand restless thoughts as we struggle with the reality of all that has been given in kindness and love in this our sacred trust our words they do ring clear echoing the love we hold so close smothering each breath of our worried hearts...

I misread a lot of signals, and ended up falling in..... with HER, and I thought..... SHE felt the same..... so, I confronted HER with this, only to find out that SHE never thought..... I felt that way..... and that actually..... SHE was attracted to my BEST FRIEND..... I was in shock at first, but, the next morning...... I woke up to find HER..... and my BEST FRIEND, in bed togeather...... LIFE that exsists some time it's for OTHERS

One day, I was sitting in my yard wondering what is it that made people different? Why are some people very successful while others feel so miserable and let down? What did some do right that others didn't? ............my train of thoughts swept me through a maze of queries and I soon found myself struggling to find answers. but the one question that kept popping back into my head, It was quite confusing at first. Need and WANT! Do they mean something different or are they just two different words with the same meaning? want and need? Want could be defined as something the human mind craves for. Something born out of thoughts, dreams and desires. But want belongs to the future. what is need, then? Need could be defined as something the mind or the body demands immediate satiation. There is an urgency to this demand and it makes one realize that it is part of the present... so they both need to go side by side, desire by desire... we are just HUAMNS. doing what we NEED & WANT........