Give and Take
by Nikki
Name without a face, face with no name
You shove me 'round, drag me down
Feeling no shame
I’m a pawn to you, I’m onto you
See through the lies
I wish you'd see just what you put me through
See through my eyes
Disregard, disrespect
you used me till there's nothing left
I give, you take, what the hell do you want from me?
Took everything, left nothingness
Wrecked it all, made emptiness
Sucked the life right out of me
Can't give you any more
There's nothing left of me
Can't take it any more
Wish you'd just fucking leave
This give and take is breaking me!
You first, me last
that's how it's always been
Put you in the past
and won't let you in again
I was there for you, but where were you
when I needed you most
Cried for you, my heart died for you
my soul decomposed
Can't believe I listened to your lies, never realized
how much you enjoyed hurting me
Seemed like it was a game, never quite the same
but always ended in deserting me
Give me back my former life, rebuild me within
Give me what I've lost inside
Take your stupid fucking grin and never show your face to me again
Take your bullshit and your lies
and fucking DIE
Stay the fuck away from me
Stay the fuck away from me
Stay the fuck away from me
Stay the FUCK away from ME!!!
Can't give you any more
there's nothing left of me
Can't take it any more
This give and take is breaking me
This give and take is breaking me
This give and take is breaking me
This give and take is breaking me
This give and take is breaking me
Nikki 10/31/07
(a lil pissed off tonight, maybe?)
