COUNTRY GIRL's blog: "Angel"

My best friend had her baby yesterday at 5:34pm... He weighed 8pounds 13oz and was 22 inches long and had a head full of black hair... I'm So happy...

I feel really good and happy today!!! My sisters not by blood or genes is having her baby tomorrow... YAY I become Aunt Hannah to a little boy tomorrow... I can't wait cause I'm gonna spoil that little baby... She is my best friend... We have been throught HELL and back together... I'd do anything in this world that I can for her... That is just how close we are... Well they haven't decided on a name yet but, we all know that once she lays eyes on that little boy that she will have that perfect name for him... She has asked me to be the GODMOTHER of him but I don't know if I can take that challange in my life right now cause she has brought the subject up what if something should happen to her and she couldn't care for him anymore?!? Well she knows that I would see that he is taken care of but I just can't think about loosing my BEST FRIEND right now... I hope that someone out there understands me... I would love to be his GODMOTHER but not at the risk of loosing her... I mean I would love him know matter what but, If something should happen what am I to tell him... I'm not good at things like that... I already love that little boy more than anything... He has already became my heart... What am I to do??? Please give me some advice... Cause I'm lost on that... Yet I'm still as happy as ever cause A little boy will be brought into this world tomorrow for me to love... He is gonna be one spoiled baby... Well I hope that someone can help me on this... Much Love to you all that do read this...

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You tell me that you love me, but do you? Now I see that it was a pack of lies, As you walk out the door, I swallow my pride. There is no turning back the hands of time, We fight like two savage beasts. Not willing to negotiate, How could I be a fool to fall for you? Thinking that you were the one for me, I was keeping my hopes alive. Stabbing a dagger into my heart, Now I doubt that I will love again. A spell of love came over me, Maybe I will play hard to get. Crying myself to sleep at night, Thinking of you, When I dream of my soul mate, I dream of you, Tears roll down my cheeks. For it is you that I love Come on baby lets make it work, Nobody knows you as I do, Deep down you know that you love me, As I love you. Let us make amends, Let us be one again, Like the circle of life, Let us make love and not war, With each other, Tearing each other from limb to limb We have the urge To say what we do not mean. I do not know what else to say, To make things better, I can just hope that I love you, Will make things better By Nick Crow & Hannah Towson April 17, 2006

Am I asking to much??? We have been through HELL, And we still made it. We may not be close, But in the heart we are. I gave my word that, I would protect you. But, why do you run? I have tried and have failed. I have everything in my heart to offer you! But you seem not to need it or me or my love and my friendship. I'd give my life to change what happened in the past, I'd give my life just to have you as my sister again. I love you, you are my sister. I can't change the past, But I can chagne this i just want the friendship back.. Am I asking to much??? I'm not asking you to change your life. I'm just asking for my sister back. Am I asking to much??? This is for you Amanda!!!