The Goblin King Krave Trying to find my ...'s blog: "Angel's Love......"

Crying in the darkness but nobody cares. Sharing this pain with whom no one else shares. Feeling such sadness its as if nothing else even exists. Suddenly out of nowhere this beautiful Goddess appears. Instantly all pain becomes even more painfully clear. Wishing I could wipe away all the pain in her eyes. Taking a finger to her tear drop scar and falling to one knee as I steadily cry, all the torment this poor soul has had to hide. Wanting nothing more than to give her back the cherub she so dearly loves that she lost in her past life. Feeling the blame she never ever deserved come to life. Tearing it from my soul in one fiery strike. Placing it where it duly deserves to reside. Never again will that blame huant her side. Soothingly she touchs all of my pain deep down inside. Vanquishing every tiny little piece that I hide. Doing what I could have never done in all of my life. Instant gratitude and unconditional love I give to my wife. She blesses me with velvet lips to my deaf ear. Whispering her sweet love that only I will ever hear. Giving me such hope of true love that it crushes all fears. Knowing in the depths of my soul that she'll be with me for the rest of my years. Thank you my loving Angel, please shed no more tears.......

I miss the way you call my name, and all the little silly games we played. I miss the way your beautiful gaze made me feel, and that once our love was truly real. I miss inhaling you in the morning and exhaling you at night, I am sorry for all the wrongs upon you that I can never make right. I miss how the sun made your aura so bright that you could even see it in the dead of the night. I miss your majestic touch that always could make everything just right. Most of all I think this is true, that the one thing I dearly regret is ever hurting you.

Lost all in a world of my own, crying eyes feel so alone when they've got no place to go. Anticipating the worst when nothing goes right, too tired of life to keep up the fight. In need of a soul to fill in my life, in need of an Angel to make things all right. In all of my travels I've not seen the light, in all of my searching I've wasted the night. Why should I even try to still care, only to have my heart thrown away in a dirty, piss pail. Over and over I scream out that I never wanted my personal little private own Hell, still I can't see past this deep, ominous black torturous bottomless well. No reason to stay here so why don't I just bail, feel as if body is moving as slow as a snail. Whirlwind of torment thrashes all around in great swells. Impending danger slowly starts to rise in the well, heading towards my being as if it was a magnet flying upon a metallic old bell. No chance to dodge it for it is already on my poor self, swatting with feverish fury at ghostly apparitions of devils......to be cont.

Blinding beauty radiates around her as though she was an angel from the Heavens above here to grace all of are pathetic existance with uncondition respect and love for everyone. As our eyes make contact we are instantly transported through both of our past lifes together seeing the loved obtained then lost painfully each time, each time more excruciating than the time before. In a nano-second we both know that we are meant to be together for now to eternity, if only in our hearts and soul. Reaching out to me I see all the scars that this angelic being has caused upon herself over the lonely past that has been her tormented life. For the first time ever I feel as though I've finally come in contact with the kindred half of my broken soul, and for the first time ever I feel whole. Not even knowing her name I whisper gently in my mind, "Angel I've found you at last, do you know who I am?" Without even missing a step she answers me mentally that now I am safe and she will always be my savior from now until times end. Grateful like never before I begin to weep uncontrollablely like a lost school-boy in need of his parents. Suddenly everything turns surreal and dream-like as though we have both been here once before, so fear starts to creep steadily into the heart in fear of being hurt all over again. Seeing the tears stream down my eyes she asks what is the matter, for she is here and everything will soon be taken care of in due time. Knowing that what she says is all true tears flow more than ever thought possible. I explain in broken english that now I am completely paranoid because I don't want to lose my beautiful Angel like I have in our past. She touches my hand and all my worries slowly fade away and the tears begin clearing. Taking my arm she guides me to a room that I hadn't even notice two seconds earlier, following ever so carefully I enter a room of marble floors, walls, and ceiling where objects of pure pleasure and desire are scattered all over the floor. A lone bed with canopy and four posts is centered in the middle of the room calling out our names, ever so softly arousing our interest as we get closer and closer to this sexual domain. Setting me upon the bed she starts to disrobe ever so slowly, increasing my sexuality ten fold causing me to become more aroused than ever before this time and moment. Standing naked in front of me she ever so gently begins to play with herself knowing that is exactly what I enjoy to no end. Looking directly into my eyes never losing our connection she moans so erotic that my shaft throbs with much anticapation and excitment that I nearly lose myself with pleasure. Seeing this she picks up the nearest toy and turning it on begins to diddle her clit arousing herself intensely at the sight of me playing with my stiff member, stroking it with feverish intensity and power. Coming slightly closer I begin to smell her intoxicating hot-box that I so need to enter over and over again until we both explode with sheer delight and much needed pleasure of sexual scents and fluids never before released from either one of us. Pounding my cock harder and harder she tells me to cum on her the first time so when we make passionate love for the first time in this life we can truly enjoy one another whole-heartedly bringing our souls closer together than ever before. Always listening to my one true soul-mate I lose all control and spew my exotic fluid upon her ravishingly beautiful leg more than ever before, with such force she wobbles back slightly then reacts in the same manner as me. Tasty pussy juice slides all down the inside of her leg in waves of pleasure unlike anything I have ever experienced before. Shuttering she screams with a piercing yell of intense desire not yet heard by the mortal soul........( to be continued soon )