OK well if you been readin my blogs, you know that I havent been speakin to my dad or brother lately. well my dad isnt really my real dad, hes raised me since I was 9 months old, so I consider him my real dad....anyways, he came by here earlier and dropped my little girls bike off, and thats it, I dont know but it hurts me bad that he wont apologize for the things he said, but I miss him so much, and I dont know if I should be the bigger person, and write if off because of the alcohol or whatever, I wasnt bothered too much about it until today, I guess the surrealistness(sp) of it kicked in, and I really do miss my pops...well I just needed to vent I guess. Thanx for readin my crap
~Lexi
