Most of you know how old I am but don't know much else. I have 3 kids But recently I lost my rights to two of them. It has been my b/f and my family and friends that have been helping me through this very tough time, I don't know if any of you could possibly relate but it is like having the life rippied out of you. I suffer from two illnesses on top of all of this I have Rhuematiod Arthritis which leaves me in pain most of the time,and I suffer from Endometrios as well. I just found of my left kidney is in bad shape the endo has attatched itself to it so sooner or later I will end up with only one kidney. I work full time and go to college full time to try and make a better life for me and the child I still have. My B/F and one of my closest friends on here Ancient1 have been a big help through this time. I am not lookin for sympathy. I have done alot of things in my life that most people have never done. I have also experince more pain in my life than one person should ..but as my grandpa and told me & i have seen I have only become a stronger person and more determined. What does not kill you will only make you stronger. If you don't let it bring you down.