why does it always seem the harder you try the more bad things happen? I am a good person and did all i could to make my husband happy but nothing mattered more to him than drugs , and if i hadnt have given him another chanse i could have moved on with my life where i am now going through the same thing I went through 2 yrs ago it seems so much harder to deal with this time. Will i ever find that person who treats me the way i should be or am i meant to be alone?