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posted on 04/10/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:04&nbs-07:00;pm

I don't want to be saved
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This is a song on the new lacuna coil album...since i'm not allowed to put the music on my profile (copyright laws) I typed up the lyrics...

Lacuna Coil - Not Enough

I don't want to be saved
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way
To come back

Come back
Come back

I don't want to be saved
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way
to come back

I thought it was too late
I thought you disappeared
Its been a while since I
believed in you
I used to have the strenght
I used to just walk away
But now that I see you
Its not enough
Its not enough

I don't want to be saved
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way
To come back

I thought it was a game
I'm following the way
Nothings changed since
I believed in you
I knew that you would come
I thought that I'd be afraid
But now that I have you
Its not enough
Its not enough

I don't want to be saved
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way
To come back

Forgotten fears
I throw away all of the caution into the wind
My soul is bursting
And I'm still dreaming of you
Get out of my mind

Come back
Get out of my mind
Come back
Get out of my mind

I don't want to be saved
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way
To come back

I don't want to be saved
I wanna go down with you
Together we will find a way
To come back

*note* I had a talk with cristina to get the right lyrics so all should be correct now..

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posted on 04/09/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:04&nbs-07:00;am

I like it like it
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Lacuna Coil - I like it

Everything is different today
I like it like it
I feel very different today
I like it like it

I'm not gonna to be in your parade
cause I don't like it
You think I'm a dirty little game
You think I like it
You made up this fantasy with me
But I don't like it
I want you to get away from me
Thats how I like it
How do you like it

Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside

You think your the master I'm the slave
You think I like it
You don't even know me anyway
Thats how I like it
I am getting ready to move on
But you don't like it
You can kiss your fairytale away
I like it like it
How do you like it

Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside

Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside

I'm free to do what I like
I'm celebrating my life
I'm free to be what I like
I'm celebrating my life
I'm gonna get what I like
Gonna celebrate till I die
I'm celebrating my life

Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside

Today I'm gonna fly
There's nothing that can keep me on the ground
Touch the sky
I'm free inside

I'm free
I'm free to do what I like
I'm celebrating my life
Free inside

I'm free
I'm free to do what I like
I'm celebrating my life
Free inside

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posted on 03/30/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:03&nbs-07:00;am

Marriage
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For some reason people keep proposing to me on fubar even though I have the feature turned OFF. It’s quite annoying but at the same time a bit amusing when they get mad that I rejected their request. What they fail to realize is that it costs $100 to get fumarried. I tend to get a few marriage requests a day on fubar. I can’t help but think “why the fuck would you propose online ‘fake’ marriage to a person you don’t even know?” I don’t believe in marriage. Not in real life and not online. Marriages started off as business agreements between families. You pretty much traded your kid for status, money, objects, etc. It wasn’t about love. I’m not a religious person. I don’t see eye to eye with the religious beliefs in most aspects, especially marriage. I don’t believe you need marriage to make a life long commitment to anyone. If that’s who you want to be with and they feel the same way then that’s the way it will be. Marriage is for the religious and those that want the legal benefits of marriage. What’s the point of marriage? What’s the reason for getting married? It’s not a life long commitment anymore. Divorce ruined that. Now lawyers get to make a living off of you. Not only for divorces, but for child custody and support cases as well. No one looks down on single mothers and fathers anymore because it’s so common now. Thanks to Divorce. Churches don’t care if you get divorced. The more times you get re-married the more money the church makes off of you. This goes for the rest of the wedding industry as well. If you ask me it’s just another way for people to spend beyond their means. Big fancy weddings they can’t really afford. The only way I would get married is if it was for the legal benefits that come with getting married. But I’m not so sure it’s worth it even then. I couldn’t imagine dealing with the drama of divorce, child custody and support (if me and my partner couldn’t come to an agreement), the lifestyle change it would require of a separation. All of which costs money. I can think of a ton of things I’d rather waste my money. I just don’t see the point in marriage. We have the whole marriage thing hammered into our heads from the time we’re born. In children movies weddings are glamorized to make little girls dream about being that princess in white with her prince charming walking down the isle. People in our lives, in television shows, and in books (magazines and newspapers included) will get married and divorced while we grow up. It’s up to men to reproduce and keep the family name going. I wasn’t the girl that grew up daydreaming about getting married to my prince charming. Maybe a good deal of it is because of the way I was raised. If I wanted something I had to get it for myself. I’ve had a job since I was 16, so anything that I’ve owned since then I’ve bought for myself. I’ve never depended on anyone for anything. I support me. I don’t need a man to take care of me. I guess what want is cohabitation with someone that’s as committed to me as I am to them. I’m not looking for marriage. Never was. Never Will.

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posted on 03/30/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:03&nbs-07:00;am

My Bucket List
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-Drive on the Autobahn -Live in a state other then Pennsylvania and New Jersey. (Preferably somewhere warm..i HATE the cold) -Travel to Germany, Ireland, Italy, and Greece...maybe even japan -Get a tattoo (believe it or not i don't have any yet) -Go to Cedar Point (STILL haven't been there) -Take my niece and nephew to Disneyworld. (Never been here either) -Expand from concert photography into other forms of photography...portraits maybe. -Bake for more people then just bands. As I think of more I'll add them.

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posted on 03/30/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:03&nbs-07:00;am

PET PEEVE
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I can't seem to think of the right way to say this to make it clear. I don't care if people think i'm attractive, hot, sexy, etc. Keep it to yourself though. I'm not here to find someone. Men on here don't read profiles and don't bother looking at photos unless your half naked. I'M NOT INTERESTED. And if by some chance I am, you'll know it. We ALL know that if you saw me in real life you wouldn't walk up to me and talk to me that way. And IF you were stupid enough to you'd get punched in the mouth. Its PATHETIC that you use the internet and this website to talk to women this way. How about having a NORMAL conversation with me and save yourself from being blocked! I'm SO sick and tired of guys sounding like fucking robots on here. "Hey Sexy" "Your Hot!" "Hey Baby" "Come Rate My NSFW Photos" "Nice Tits" Any variation of these will guarantee you get BLOCKED. I've tried several different ways to say this but just about every guy that speaks to me on here says one of the above. I couldn't give a fuck if you think I'm the hottest chick on the planet and you think I'm your soulmate. KEEP IT TO YOURSELF. We both know your not original. We both know you say the same shit to all the women on here. That's why your friends list is filled up with top ranked girls that you have as your top friends and family. I'm not a whore. Do NOT speak to me as though I am one. Talk to me like a human being that you have standing right in front of you. You may be safe from me punching you in the mouth for saying certain things to me...BUT i have other ways of getting my point across.

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posted on 03/30/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:03&nbs-07:00;am

Purcell Family Crest
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I found this very interesting so I'm going to post it here.

Origin Displayed: Irish

Where did the Irish Purcell family come from? What is the Irish coat of arms/family crest? When did the Purcell family first arrive in the United States? Where did the various branches of the family go? What is the history of the family name?

Although the Irish had their own system of hereditary surnames and the Strongbow settlers brought with them their own Anglo-Norman naming practices, the two traditions generally worked well together. The name Purcell is an occupational surname, a form of hereditary name that existed in both cultures long before the invaders arrived, but more common to the Anglo-Norman culture. Occupational surnames were derived from a word describing the actual job done by the original name bearer. Early Strongbownian names of this type often used the prefix le, meaning the, in French, but the use of this prefix did not last in the language of the vernacular. The surname Purcell came from a common occupational name for a swineherd. The surname Purcell is derived from the Norman-French word porcel, which in turn comes from the Latin word porcus, which means pig. or piglet. Occupational names such as Purcell frequently were derived from the principal object associated with the activity of the original bearer, such as tools or products. These types of occupational surnames are called metonymic surnames. The Gaelic form of the surname Purcell is Puirséil.

Names were simply spelled as they sounded by medieval scribes and church officials. Therefore, during the lifetime of a single person, his name was often spelt in many different ways, explaining the many spelling variations encountered while researching the name Purcell. Some of these variations included: Purcell, Purcel, Pursell, Purcill, Purcells, Percell, Porcell, Percill, Persell, Percel, Pirsell, Porcill, Porsell, Purcelle, Purcele, Persells, Pursells, Purcels, Porcells, Purchell, Purscel, Purtill and many more.

First found in Surrey, where they were seated from very early times and were granted lands by Duke William of Normandy, their liege Lord, for their distinguished assistance at the Battle of Hastings in 1066 A.D.

During the middle of the 19th century, Irish families often experienced extreme poverty and racial discrimination in their own homeland under English rule. Record numbers died of disease and starvation and many others, deciding against such a fate, boarded ships bound for North America. The largest influx of Irish settlers occurred with Great Potato Famine of the late 1840s. Unfortunately, many of those Irish that arrived in Canada or the United States still experienced economic and racial discrimination. Although often maligned, these Irish people were essential to the rapid development of these countries because they provided the cheap labor required for the many canals, roads, railways, and other projects required for strong national infrastructures. Eventually the Irish went on to make contributions in the less backbreaking and more intellectual arenas of commerce, education, and the arts. Research early immigration and passenger lists revealed many early immigrants bearing the name Purcell: Joseph Purcel, who settled at Barstable in Mass. in 1822; Nancy Purcell and her husband and seven children settled in Quebec in 1825; Andrew, Edward, James, John, Martin, Mathew, Michael (all the men on the purcell side of my family are Michaels), Patrick, Peter Purcell all arrived in Philadelphia (We're just about all born and raised in the Philadelphia area) between 1840 and 1870.

Motto Translated: Either conquer or perish.

For more information on the last name Purcell, the PDF Surname History is available for purchase as well as other products.

Some noteworthy people of the name Purcell

Edward Mills Purcell (b. 1912), American, physicist, Professor at Harvard University
Joe Edward Purcell (1923-1987), American politician, briefly the governor of Arkansas
John Baptist Purcell (1800-1883), American (Irish born) priest, archbishop of Cinncinnati (1832-1850)
John Purcell (1814-1857), Irish, soldier in the British Army who received the Victoria Cross for deeds during the Indian Mutiny
The Venerable William Purcell (1912-1994), English Priest, Archdeacon of Dorking (1968-1982)
Henry Purcell (1659-1695), generally considered England's greatest composer of the Baroque era

I also researched the colors and meaning of the crest. Type of Shield: Saltire - St. Andrew's cross, signifying Resolution, Resolve Shield Colors: Gold - Generosity, Green - Hope, Loyalty in Love, Black - Constancy, Grief Heraldic Beast - Boars Head - Hospitality

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posted on 03/30/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:03&nbs-07:00;am

Candace Got Talent
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So my coworker mentioned that I'm multi-talented. And it got us talking about what stuff I'm good at. So I've compiled a list. -PHOTOGRAPHY -SEWING -COOKING -BAKING -BUILDING COMPUTERS -FIXING COMPUTERS -WEB DESIGN -GRAPHIC DESIGN -GARDENING -CAR AUDIO INSTALLATIONS -DRAWING -HORSESHOES -VOLLEYBALL -SWIMMING AND DIVING -BOWLING -ROLLER SKATING -VIDEO GAMES -INTERIOR DECORATING AND REMODELING -PIANO -SINGING -ORGANIZING AND COORDINATING I'm sure there is more to list so I'll add them as I think of them LOL

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posted on 03/30/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:03&nbs-07:00;am

How I Rate, Fan, and Add
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Everyone on here has their own method and guidelines for adding, rating, and fanning people on here. I've been asked a few times how I go about it. ADDING: I don't send add requests to people I don't find appealing and/or interesting. So having info in your profile is a big plus on helping me decide. I don't add MEN over 40. I don't need a daddy. I don't add people from Turkey. RATES: I rate everyone that sends me a friend requests. That DOES NOT mean I will add you! If I find you attractive or interesting I'll rate you an 11, everyone else gets rated a 10. FANS: I only fan people I've spoken to, think are attractive, or find interesting. ---------------------------------- One other thing...If I don't respond to your shouts STOP SHOUTING ME! I'm not interested in talking to you. ---------------------------------- We all reserve the right to rate what we want, add who we want, and fan who we want. Don't harass me about why you weren't rated, added, or fanned. It will only get you blocked.

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posted on 03/30/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:03&nbs-07:00;am

Update on Me...And my family
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So I'm doing much better. I feel better. I'm happier. I have a much better outlook on things. Its still a work in progress but I know I'll be fine. I've talked to some people and have figured a lot out. I have my priorities back in line and I'm working on tackling my goals one by one. As I work to pay off my car I'm putting money away to move. If there is nothing keeping me here in PA then I'm going to be moving to VA. I've told my family of this already so now they can get used to it and prepare for it if they must. If I stay here I'm going to look into buying a house. Nothing big. Just a place for me to call my own without having to pay rent and ending up with nothing in the end. No matter where I go I will most likely start going to school for computers. Oh and once I move I'm going to get me a dog. I'm also going back to concert photography. I already have a list of shows I want to photograph. Now all I have to do is contact people and get my tickets and passes set up. Life is good. :) :) <- thats my face now days. I smile a lot. I laugh a lot. I haven't gotten mad in days. Which doesn't sound like a big deal. But it is to me. For quite a while I got mad entirely too much about the stupidest shit.I don't feel like I'm back to the old me. I feel like I've become a better me. The me that I should be. I still feel like theres something missing. But I know what it is and eventually I'll find someone to fill it. Maybe someone from my past or someone I have yet to meet. I'm sure I'll know when it happens and if its meant to happen it will. I don't talk to my family much. It seems my mother is going out of her way to try and make me miserable. Perhaps its because she can see that I'm perfectly happy and content the way things are (me being single). The family rented a condo in Ocean City Maryland. My ex was going to pitch in while we were together. But we are no longer together. My mom insisted that I give her the money. So I gave it to her. But I'm no longer going to Ocean City. My two brothers, their girlfriends, their children, and now (as i learned yesterday) their friends are all going. They will be there the entire week. I would've only been there four days...Yet I had to pay to go. How fucked up is that? OH AND! I'm not allowed to bring anyone with me. Some of you know that I can't stand my brother Josh's girlfriend Tara. Apparently she said something to my mom because my mom demanded I be nice to her. I flat out told her no. I'll be nice to Tara when she stops being a drug addict and a thief. Tara has started seeing a psychologist. Who knows if she'll get better and who knows if she'll change. I've talked to my fair share of them (especially in the past two weeks). It has helped me so I can only hope that it will actually help her. Paula got a job working for dunkin' donuts. Not a big deal for the normal person. But for a girl that has a baby and hasn't worked in several months..I'd say its a nice improvement. My oldest brother Mike finally got a cooking job. Thats quite a big deal. He's been unemployed more then he's been employed in the past several years. So I hope this will finally get him on his feet and help him become dependent. Andrew has finally decided to go to college. It took him a while to finally get to that point so I'm happy for him. Paula is going to start classes to get her GED so she can become an x-ray tech.

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posted on 03/30/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;06:03&nbs-07:00;am

Cold Ways
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I can't do what you do I'm just able to tear it down yeah Stay in a cold minute of sleep See the world Right through the ether Twisting names inside of me Electric atmosphere to be Must carry on one last time Cannot end what has begun In your eyes You're alive But in my eyes You're a lie You can't do what i do I'm just able to ruin you yeah Stay in the cold ways of winter See myself right through the ether In my eyes You're the lie Cold Ways - Katatonia

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