My heart is broken, and my emotions are torn...
There are times that I just want to be re-born.
I'm sick and tired of feeling this way all the time.
And yet I wonder..."is there a girl who can mend this broken heart of mine?"
I go day by day asking that question to myself wondering if it'll come true.
Every girl I have been with has always said "I will be the one to help you."
But when the end it comes, she takes my heart and breaks it again.
Then I look to God asking "Is this is going to happen to me each time it ends?"
I don't get why I have to suffer like this everyday of my life...
All I want, is a girl who can take care of my heart, my emotions, and be my wife.
I'm tired of hopping between girls and relationships, I want to settle down.
I just want one girl, one life, and only family so i no longer have to frown.
Each day I ask God "where's the girl you have for me...can I meet her?"
But I don't think he's answering me because everyday I still suffer.
He knows i'm lonely, he knows i'm heartbroken, and he knows i'm in pain...
And yet..."happiness" is still out of arms reach for me to gain.
All I want, is to be happy...to be calm...to be at rest...to be at peace...
I want all this pain and suffering I endure to just completely cease.
I'm tired of feeling the pain, i'm tired of suffering, i'm tired of being hurt...
My screams of agony and despair is what I blurt.
To every girl that reads this, I leave this poem with one question...
Will you help me end this pain, suffering, heartache, and depression...?
