Lost
Empty is now the way of my life
Nothing moving,days of endless night
The soul dies a bit at a time
But all i hear is that I'll be fine.
Does love die within if it's not used
Will betterness be my only fuse?
A life of pain dulled by drink
No emotions.I try not to think.
A woman you meet,you know is the one
But distance, and mistrust make it undone
So then comes the drinking,sex,and lies
neither trusting,neither tries
Running on empty..my love fades away
At least thats my statement,what I must say
What must I do to end all my pain
I think all I feel will end up in vain
She says that she loves me,should I believe
Too much has happened,so much in between.
Then she says she feels for another
It tears at my gut like a jilted lover
All i want is her by my side
Everything to her i would confide
My lifeforce,my love,my endless soul
Only with you do I want to grow old
You had my soul,my love from the start
And I feel as if I'm dying in part
All I want,or need,or have
Is yours for the taking,I'll give it and be glad
Written by Bill Bartelheim on May 11th,2007