When I was growing up I had a dream. to get married to someone I REALLY loved and have kis and watch them grow up with my arms around my wife and a feeling of love that would make the Leave It To Beaver's think they were dysfunctional.
My dream came true for a little bit.. then I found out the only reason I was married to was to get out of her parents house... I could do nothing to please her... I would have to buy her something for it to be love for her.. staying home at night to sit down and watch a movie after working all day was me just bieng lazy to her. she had to go out every day to do something even when I was sick.. she can not drive so I have to take her... I got lost in the feeling of hopelessness and watched as my dream broke apart.
I tried for many years to fix my dream and in the end I was standing there while my wife runs off with another man. Staring at a pile of dust. My heart had broken into a million pieces and there was nothing I could do.
I love her still with everything I have. But, I know that in the end all I have is a shattered dream and a million pieces.
So now to you I give a piece of my heart to carry with you to remember that you can try as hard as you like to achieve what you want and get nothing more than a million pieces.
now this is for everyone not just the girls. I need my heart to be with you all cause then I have a friend to watch over my heart.
thank you and bless you.