it has not only been a long day but it has been a long beginning of the month. it isnt even officailly half way through the month and i am already ready for it to be over. not that i am looking forward to the month of novemeber either. Maybe this is why i am so emotional and stressed out lately. It is comming up on the first anniversary of my grandfathers (pa)s death. This is going to be a hard couple of weeks. I am just starting this blog today so im not going to write a whole bunch as of right now. ill write more tomorrow. night all