sexyyetsimple's blog: "A lil about me...."

So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question.

This is an old question that is asked all the time... "What do you want?" Well here's hat I want. I want my son to grow up knowing he is loved. To know that he can reach his dreams no matter what others say. I want to live comfortably in a cute little house that is my own. I would like to believe that I will find someone who loves me for who I am, not just what I look like or what I can do for them. I want to get married to my prince. To wake up every morning in his arms. I want a man who will kiss me where ever we are and not care who is watching. To feel with every kiss the passion and love that he feels for me. To have someone in my life that wants to curl up on the couch and watch a chic flick with me. Who will walk under the stars at night and enjoy it as much as me. Someone who makes me smile just by being there. Someone who understands that sometimes I'm quiet and shy and just want to be held. But most of all........a man who loves not only me but my son also. I want to have my RN in the next five years. I want to help find a cure for Spinal Bifida and Hydrocefilitis, so that babies like my god-daughter no longer have to suffer. To work in a terminal cancer unit, and to work with children with terminal cancer.And to have a marriage like my parents; to not only be together for over 25 yrs, but to also marry the man who is my best friend.....

"Grab life by the horns. Live it, share it, breathe it in. Take a walk in the rain, catch the snow on your tongue. Never be afraid to love, take what you want now because tomorrow may be gone. True love is only a heartbeat away, don't be afraid to let it beat."

If I offend anyone please let me know... But I need to rant on this subject for a minute or two.. Those who know me know that I am raising my son alone. However his piece of shit father is working and all that fun shit, yet cannot seem to pay the court ordered $283.98 a month in child support. I find this rather funny considering I sure as hell didn't concieve my son alone. The way I see it is if you wanna get laid and in the heat of the moment you create a child you should at least have the fucking decency to man up and help take care of your child. Second of all if you have a child NEVER hang up on that child when he/she calls to wish you happy fathers day! I love my life do not get me wrong, but every child deserves a mother and a father. And I know some of my son's father's family is probably gonna read this, this has nothing to do with you guys. I just find it rather chicken shit of someone to hung up on an innocent child and pretend that that child does not exsist. Second of all for all of those 'friends' that keep sending me information regarding my son's father I appreciate it, however it doesn't do me much good to tell the child support office well so and so saw him working at this place... I am 2200 miles away, and I have to depend on the state of WV to do their job..... Which they have failed miserably at!!!! They were suppose to take him back to court a year ago.... Still waiting! There are so people who may read this that think I'm just hurting still.... My response is this: I'm no longer hurting I'm just ANGRY! Angry at the fact that my son wants to talk to his Dad who hangs up on him, angry that my son thinks his piece of shit father loves him more than I do... And most of all ANGRY because I cannot explain to my 5 year old that his father does not love him and wants NOTHING to do with him... He comes home from preschool talking about father and son day and askes if his Daddy can go with him...... Now how sad is that? But thankfully I have an awesome family and my son has one hell of a grandpa who thinks the world of him! And viceversa. And to add to that I've got a few really WONDERFUL friends who think the same. You know its pretty sad when a father chooses drugs and alcohol over his own child! And would rather spend all his money on that than his own child!!!!! Well I feel better now that I have vented a little. I'm gonna go hug my son and kiss him goodnight, then crash myself! P.S. To all the single mothers I know.......... You all freaking rock!!! No matter what we single moms just keep pushing forward making sure our little angels have everything they need! I tip my hat to you all! Keep your heads up.... Karma has a way of coming back around! xoxox~Robin

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder,not because she is sleepy, but because she wants to be close to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars rather than inside your bedroom or some expensive resturant. I'm the girl who holds your hand and plays with it. I'm the girl who does not mind you playing with her hair. I'm the girl who makes jokes with your mom. I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for the reason on what you see in me. I'm the girl who ends a hug with a kiss. I'm the girl who will take care of you when you are sick. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything. I'm the girl who laughs at all your jokes. I'm the girl who will listen to you talk. I'm the girl who loves when you hug her for no apparent reason. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug her from behind or kiss her forehead. I'm the girl who loves you for you; and does not care what other people same about us. I'm the girl who will love you unconditionally for the rest of your life!!!

Hello everyone...Just giving you a little insight to how my life works..I work at the hospital so my hours and days are always changing. Right now I either work from 8am until 4:30 pm, or from 7am until 7:30 pm..And normally after work I'm too tired to even get on here and chat..On my days off I am at home with my son..I really have no one to watch my son so I do not go anywhere he cannot go. I try to go out and do things people my age are doing but it never works..If I make plans in advance something goes wrong and fucks everything up..My life is not mine anymore every chioce I make is made with my son's best interest at heart. For some people this is hard to understand and others accept it happily. I spend my days off picking up after my child and making sure the house is clean and the both of us have clean clothes. To most this does not sound like much of a life..And granted it rarely lives time for a personal life. But it's mine..My child has ADHD which makes it three times harder to do anything...It also makes it hard to date because my child requires 95% of my time. Which does not leave much time for dating, let alone any quality time with a loved one. It is a constant stuggle to keep up, but I would not trade it for any thing this world has to offer. There's always a huge amount of stress and even more sleepless nights!! lol. I will be honest.....It is very lonely and I get tired of being alone..But one look at my son smiling and it makes all the struggle, stress, and loneliness melt away. For this is the life I chose and GOD do I love it!!! So there you have it...A little insight to my CRAZY life....It may not be the best to some, but it is EVERYTHING to me.. Take care all...-Robin