Breezy Brei FE2 CrimsonTider82's blog: "Stuff"

I  HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH

I've been: Beat, Raped and abusedBut Flawless without a bruise.TATOOED- With your hand prints on my face, back and arms.but who'd ever thought you could have done Harm.Beaten, Raped and battered.Now my face is shatteredmy Legs and skull with minor fracturesbut as blood runs down my faceYOU LAUGHas this was entertainment for you.but YET I refuse to shed a tear infront of you.but through the years I've cried as I washed the blood off of my face, out of my hair and my clothesand when these salty tears run into my wounds I let out a louder cry. Pleading for helpwith no response.I was Raped that very same nightbehind a carthat said FIRST IN FLIGHTyou Cut,Bit,Spit on mebut yet I bleedbut YET you laugh againand the drama starts over again
You got your pleasureI got the painI lose but you gain(you) the drama(me) severe head trama
Yet beaten raped and abusedwhile in painYOUR amused
ABUSED-mentally, phsically, emotionallynever letting out one screamYou hit me with a lamp,beam,pan,drop cord, hot curling irons and beltsand I come out with no whelps
Never hit you back too weakwhile you stedily keepyour beatON ME!Until now.Thought you would surely kill me this timeYOU've broken my legs, face, and NoseNo telling how long this beating goes.
Raped-Never thought I'd escapeI ran until my legs couldn't take ityet againI find myself washing blood off of my faceand crying againTRYING...to think like this was all pretendThen Reality SMACKED ME IN THE FACE.I Got my stuff out of YOUR apartment while you were at work.Then thought..........
No childrenNo Moneymost of allNo RINGYet, I was beaten, raped, and abusedJust the thought of staying with youpushes me even more to leave
Because staying with you
IS LEAST LIKELY AS IT SEEMS