He wakes up thinking maybe today
will be the day everything will be alright
but soon he'll realize he'll be
crying thosse lonely tears tonight
As screams ring in his ears
and cuts run down his arms
he tries to be ok
trying to act like he doesnt know about lifes harms
only a boy of 5 years old
should never know this pain
but he does
as pain shoots threw every vein
Never knowing any different
from fights and tears
never knowing what its like
to live without all these fears
all he hears is "your not good enough"
and "why are you here"
thosse are the times he prays
he could just disappear
One last hit
thats all he could take
He'd be doing them a favor
he was just a mistake
Thats the night
that god took him for his own
He'd never feel anymore pain
He'd always be with him sitting beside the golden throne..
