Iv'e lost a lot in this life, a child, parents, siblings, and I'm left all alone in this miserable life, she was the part of me that kept me sane, I could walk into the room if she were crying and her eyes would light up and the biggest smile would replace the once frowning sweet sweet little angel, the day I lost her I was working and got a phone call, all I remember is hearing died and I dropped my phone, fell to my knee's and sobbed, I regained some of my composer and I ran to my truck, I jumped in and was at the scene of the accident where they had a tarp streched across the car she was in, I pushed past the police and charged the car, I lost my soul at what I had seen, it is so deeply carved into my daily vision I can barely live, theres not a minute that goes by she isnt in my mind, this once beautiful little angel was now a vision of torn flesh and twisted metal, blood was all over the place and I believe I had died right there with her, I long to take her place so that she may live, experience this life through her eyes and help make it a better place, she was my greatest acheivement, my inspiration, my pride, my being, and now I am but a ghost, I will not place a photo of myself on the site, but I am real, and I am a ghost, if that offends you then Im sorry, but this is my way of trying to live and raise up from this hell Im living in.