Most men treat women like rocks, useless things that they can throw around and abuse and not care what they do to them, not caring for their feelings. I.E. a guy walking down the road, sees a beautiful rock (woman), picks it up, he thinks it's all neat and cool, he abuses it, throws it, kicks it, and then takes it to his friends and the process continues. The woman develops into a rock, cause after a guy does this to her, she becomes cold and not willing to trust anyone at all, no matter what. The rock is hard and mainly undestructable so that nobody can get threw. I see women as diamonds, priceless, fragile items that need the best of attention. They need to be treated with respect and always need to be shown they are needed and loved and cared for. If not taken care of correct, they could shatter and/or break. Sometimes you'll find rocks, but just give them alot of time and love and after awhile, the rock will crumble, revealing the most beautiful, unique diamond, you could ever wish for. All I want is someone to love. I wish to have someone that will be with me. To kiss, to hug, to call and talk to them when I am feeling down, to be with and have tons of fun with. Share special moments with. To tell them at the right moments that they are loved and cared for, more than they know. I just wish I had someone to hold at this present time, but I do not, hopefully in time, as i look back at this diary, of when my life was at it's worst, I can say, "hey past self, it did get better, look at your life now? You have alot waiting for you, just be patient." As I repeat that to myself, cause I know in time, I will be wishing I could tell my past self that, I have done that. But I wish time would get here soon, cause I yearn for those feelings back.