Your Lordship Hi to all my friends and family here on Fubar. I'm sorry that I haven't written on here fir so long but I've been in hospital for a while and I'm thankful to be home now. I do have some vrry sad news for you all, I recently lost my fiancée Nicola who passed away very suddenly just over two weeks ago. I am mourning the loss of my beloved Nicola as she was my one true soulmate in life amd we loved each other so much. We were due to get married next year which makes it even more difficult for me to try and keep myself together. The hardest part is yet to come when I have to go down to where she lived to see her in the chapel of rest and then say my final goodbyes to my beloved Nicola on the day of her funeral. As you can all only imagine, I'm an absolute emotional wreck at the moment and grieving the loss of my beloved fiancée Nicola. Please say prayers for me and please pray for my beloved Nicola.