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Female · Joined on April 10, 2007 · Born on January 1st · I have a crush on someone and 1 person has a crush on me!
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Female · Joined on April 10, 2007 · Born on January 1st · I have a crush on someone and 1 person has a crush on me!
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You ask about the dark side of me see, There is no dark side, It is just me. Those poems and letters Weren’t poems or letters at all. I would cut open my heart and let it bleed on paper, Or let my soul speak of dreams that my mind can’t comprehend. You ask about the dark side you see, There is no dark side It is just me. Flickering lanterns, Creaking and suspended, The pearly haze Lights up my way. Harrowing midnight, Invisible whispers, Shadows grow, 'Neath the bleary pall. Along the path A cold wind shimmers, Streaks of gray Throughout my soul. Starlight glimmers, Fading slowly, Tiny remnants Of days gone by. Yet I continue A pointless journey Blue-gray flagstones, Pave the way. Acrid fog bellows, And renders me silent. Heavy mist rising, Obscuring my fate. The vapors dance To a psalm of desolation, Tendriled arms, All coiled and sharp. Waning moon heavy, In a sky black and pallid. Ebony streaks of distant strife. My timidity challenged By the voice of darkness, Misgivings unquelled Are held asway. Alarm and dread Filling my coffers, My footsteps never falter, My eyes never flinch. Achilles’ footsteps Sound through streets Dark and silent; They flitter away, To a deadman’s hymn. Yet I pursue My solemn journey A ghost of tomorrow-- To the world Forever dead. The abyss. So dark. So cold. I'm scared and alone. I have feelings of shame, as I'm walking away.......... ........from the light of the world. Into the dark, as my muscles begin to curl. The abyss. I'm lost in it. And I'm only being guided by the dark. For I hear the cries of a thousand wolves. And I feel the demons rushing to see, what the abyss has done to me. I'm lost in the abyss, and all alone. And I'm only saying, what has been told. For the abyss is dark, and very cold the abyss call life!! Some people think of death As the end But it is only the beginning There is another world The world of Ghosts and spirits Life is Death and Death is Life Everyone is connected In some weird way Death is away of Life And life is the road to Death It is a circle And no one can stop it And to under stand Life You must first Understand Death
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There’s a place that lies between asleep and awake, and death abides there. There’s a moment between love’s sweet spasm and release, and here too death abides. There’s an unforgiving point between pain and despair, and death knows it well. There’s a part of my heart that feels none of these, and where death has dominion. These small deaths are necessary, incremental, familiar, until Death itself holds no fear we all sit in our darkness wait for that day to come when dead live again when all we are is lost soul to walk life no pain to give our love as die heart as no more blood to give a feeling joy and hope slowly killing all we are loving darkness is are new hope and dreams Held up by a barbed noose, I dangle, kicking my feet. Laughing through the pain. My senses making love to the torment, my blood the tears of satisfaction, my soul turns to the darkness. As the unspoken rulers of extinction, pray silently in the temple of cruelty. There hollow laughter joins my own, a fiery choir of destruction, as worlds colliding in retribution. All life is quiet... The earth screams in horror, as reality rips all life, from her womb. Yet no one will hear, as death has come and gone. And for a brief moment, terror grips my heart as I ride the beast, into the stratosphere of human imagination

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