Who I Am: My name is Tracy. I was born in October 25th 1988. My starsign is Scorpio. I give love to be people who love me. I hate people that judge me before they even know me, people that make assumptions on who i am just because of the way i look, what music i listen too ect....My worst enemy is myself. I hated myself for letting someone control me so much that it almost killed me. I went through all sorts of hell and i am proud of myself for getting out of it and being able to hold my head up again. But pain makes me stronger! I am a complete hopeless romantic. I wear my heart on my seleeve completly and thats why ive been so hurt in the past. I get slagged off alot for it by my friends but i dont care its a part of who i am. I love gothic poems about love. I think that is about it for now, its all i can think of really. No doubt i will be constantly updating it tho so keep an eye on it ;) Likes: Music I couldn't live if i couldn't listen and play music, it would drive me INSAIN!! Movies: I like rent loads of dvd’s with my sister and watching for hours. I most like horror movies and thrillers. Photography: I love capturing moments with my camera... love, hate, passion, fear, anger, lust. Memories that you might not be able to keep a hold of any other way. Piercings: Piercings are my passion after music. I love the being piecrced. Tattoos: I have one little kinda tribal hear near my belly. Blood: !! Seeing it pour out from my skin gives me a sense of power over myself. I dont cut myself for attention I don't go around sowing off scars and crying for someone to help me. If i cut myself its for deper reasons, to make myself feel real. You never really think about how much your body does to keep you in the world, all it would take is for one little thing to give up and that would be you gone, but it fights and fights right to the end...alot of people dont apretiate that. You body is your God or Goddess, you are your own. You should respect it and love it and everyone in your life should respect it also. Blood is the most passionate thing you can share with another person, you give them your blood and your giving yourself to them completly, its a symbol of handing over your life to them, to surendering yourself to them. Pain: I love pain, it reminds me im still alive. Pain gives me alot of pleasure Sunsets There beautiful, they mark the end of your day and bring us into the night which makes the world seem like an entirely new place, brings the excitment that the night holds. Pink eyeshadow: hahaha i dont feel like me if i dont have m pink eyeshadow and eyeliner on Guitar: I love playing guitar, it gives me lot of pleasure. dislikesCheaters: Why people feel the need to cheat on the people they are with is beyond me. Why people would cheat on the people they suposedly 'love' is even more baffling. It takes the lowest of low people to cheat on someone. Its cowardly, unforgivable and completly disgusting. People like that don't deserve to be happy cos they have no respect for other people or relationships. Also just so its completly clear i am NOT on here to have random sleezy people talk dirty too me. I have the best person in my life i possibly could have, he is better than ANYONE out there so i wouldn't even think twice so before you even think about it please dont bother asking me to send you naked photos, or go on cam and be dirty with you, i have more respect for myself and my relationship to do that shit. Liars: I know everyone lies now and again but im talking about the liars that manipulate everything to make things good for themselves, the people that look you in the face and dilibratly lie and clearly dont give a fuck about it...dont waste any time in your life on these people, there not worth it. Betrayal: Being let down and betrayed by people you trust is horrible, its painful and leaves VERY deep wonds that aren't easily healed. Again these people dont deserve to be in your life so fuck them let them live there pathetic little lives, karma will catch up with them sooner or later People that are full of themselves: I hate people that think there gods gift to the human race. Having respect for yourself and standing up for yourself is one thing but believing your better than everyone else thats just sad and really shallow. Guys that think they have the right to touch you just because your female: Those guys need fucking castrated, they think because there male it gives them the right to touch you or talk to you sleeze whatever, fuck that, we are not pieces of meat, we deserve more respect than that. Anyone who does it knee them to the balls and tell them next time it'll be worse!!! fucking dickheads!! Drugs: (except painkillers lol) I dont feel any need to pump my body full of random god knows what just to wind up passed out somewhere not knowing what fucking world im in. I like having control over my own body and mind and dont see the point in messing with it. Its stupid Football: I dont have anything against the sport. Profesional footbal tho is boring and fucking pointless. The biggest waste of money in the fucking world its rediculious!!! Rape: People that think they have any right to touch someone elses body without there say so needs shot. There fucking scum and i would take great pleasure in torturing them Animal cruelty: You know in some countrys they make fur coats out of dogs and these dogs are skinned ALIVE!!! what gives us the right to think we are superior in any way, enough to murder and wear these poor fucking animals, its murder and torture and people should be punished for it.