40 Year Old
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Male
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Invited by: sweetlilangel·
Joined on November 16, 2006
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Born on September 12th
17
Lets see im 23 im weird but in a good way im a nice easy goin chick but if u piss me off im a bitch . im not all that i dont pretend iam, im me n im happy bout that n if u dont like me u can kiss my ass
40 Year Old
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Male
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Invited by: sweetlilangel·
Joined on November 16, 2006
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Born on September 12th
Interests
*-* 3 last words *-*
your right,im wrong,its over,im gone
you laugh,i cry, you live ,i die
no more im done this pain isnt fun
i tired to be perfect to please everyone
some people chose knifes, razors or pills
but not me i kill myself day after day
trying to escape to get away its no good
im stuck here forever the suns rises, i cant feel the heat
im cold to the touch when i speak my words are slurred and you cant understand
your crying now there's nothing i can do
so i focus real hard to show you my last three words
and with that i rip my heart out and said i love you
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blood is dripping from my heart as i try to write this
i have so much pain im hurting alot i cant explain all this
im just falling apart no one understands i dont know where to start and dont know where to end love hurts so much like a deep cut in your arm especially when you have all this pain that you wish you could deny im so sore right now my heart is racing fast i wish i could forget all this and leave it in the past but there will always be a memory a memory of us both how i loved you n you played me and in my heart i'll hold you i will always hold this memory even though you wont care and the scar you left in my heart will always be there
Music
_Good Enough_by Evanescence_ under your spell again i cant say no to u crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand i cant say no to you. Shouldnt have let you torture me so sweetly now i cant let go of this dream i cant breathe but i feel good enough i feel good enough for you. drink up sweet decadence i cant say no to you and i've completely lost myself and i dont mind i cant say no to you. Shouldnt have let you conquer me completely now i cant let go of this dream cant believe that i feel good enough i feel good enough its been suck a long time coming.but i feel good.And im still waiting for the rain to fall pour real life down on me cause i cant hold on to anything this good enough am i good enough for you to love me too? so take care what you ask of me cause i cant say no
_Butterfly_ When you love someone so deeply They become your life It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside Blindly I imagined I could Keep you under glass Now I understand to hold you I must open up my hands And watch you rise Spread your wings and prepare to fly For you have become a butterfly Fly abandonedly into the sun If you should return to me We truly were meant to be So spread your wings and fly Butterfly I have learned that beauty Has to flourish in the light Wild horses run unbridled Or their spirit dies You have given me the courage To be all that I can And I truly feel your heart will Lead you back to me when you're Ready to land Spread your wings and prepare to fly For you have become a butterfly Fly abandonedly into the sun If you should return to me We truly were meant to be So spread your wings and fly Butterfly I can't pretend these tears Aren't over flowing steadily I can't prevent this hurt from Almost overtaking me But I will stand and say goodbye For you'll never be mine Until you know the way it feels to fly Spread your wings and prepare to fly For you have become a butterfly Fly abandonedly into the sun If you should return to me We truly were meant to be So spread your wings and fly Butterfly Spread your wings and prepare to fly For you have become a butterfly Fly abandonedly into the sun If you should return to me We truly were meant to be So spread your wings and fly Butterfly So flutter through the sky BUTTERFLY
Hinder Lips Of An Angel
_Hurt_ by christina aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
_tomorrow_ by brandy
If you would only treat me right
I'd stay here by your side
But I am down to my last cry
So I'm leaving you goodbye
You turned away from opportunities
To sit and talk things through
But now when I say I'm leaving you
You have so much to prove
So long to all my pain
Good night to my heartache
Goodbye sorrow
I won't cry no more
I'm leaving tomorrow
Stop writing me sweet letters and
Calling me on the phone
We argued constantely when I saw you
Always left me in the cold
I made the choice to finally go
Cause I can't stand this pain
It's time for my last tear to fall
And me to smile again
Sorrows and heartache goodbye
I'm leaving you
Don't wanna meet again
Has got to be the end
The end
The sun will finally shine on me
And clouds will drift away
There's something that's in store in me
That's my brighter day
Now I just can't wait
Tomorrow's too late
I'm leaving you today
_What Hurts The Most_ by rascal flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
Thats what I was trying to do
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