I'm probably not the way you would THINK I am. I'm Normal. I'm Special. I'm Interesting. I'm Different. I'm nobody. I'm somebody. I'm somebody's nobody. I'm nobody's somebody. I'm everything you want to be. I'm nothing at the same time. I'm everything you hate. You often hate what you don't know/understand. I'm everything you dont understand. I tend to shock people sometimes. I dance. I write.I hug. I love. I can be the quietest person you'll ever meet...then again I can be the most outgoing person you'll ever meet. I am what you call, a pushover. somewhat. I do everything I can to please people, but now that I've gotten my life together and more shaped, I'm starting to become less of a pushover. fuck people. If I can't do what you want, then find someone else who will, or better yet DO IT YOURSELF. I'm done doing things for other people instead of myself. People cannot rely on me to do everything forever because I won't always be here. I guess after doing that for so long, now people expect it, and they become assholes because I don't do it for them anymore. Its a bitter pill to swallow but it has to go down. Relationships/Life:: All I want is for one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same. [in no way am i inviting people to email me saying "I'm different, give me a chance", 'cause in order to get my attention you'd have to find me in person. Telling me something doesn't mean much, showing me on the other hand, means the world]. Actions DO speak louder than words.I don't ask for a lot.The one thing that I am aiming for now is being something to someone. I'm not asking to be the only girl in their life... I'm just asking to be the only one that truly and actually matters to them. I just wanna matter to someone that matters to me. I'm absolutely in LOVE with white roses [although i've never received any]. That says something doesn't it? There's nothing I love more than watching fireworks with someone. [There's just SOMETHING about it all]. I actually want someone who is in it more than to just show me off to people. 'cause let's face it, people really don't care if you're with me, or if I'm with you. It doesn't mean much to them. ***********I AM LOOKING FOR MY BEST FRIEND!!!!***********