I am not what you think I am. There's so much more to me than what you see. I am, at times, too open and honest. It has gotten me in trouble. I've forgiven people when I shouldn't have. And I've forgotten to ask for forgiveness when I should have. I'm a mess, and I'm okay with knowing that will never change. I tend to be bitter about some things that have happened to me. But I try to make the most of what I have. I usually won't go out of my way to be mean to you if I don't like you. I'm not that immature. But sometimes I do happen to let a "bitch" or two slip out of my mouth. I have been hurt. But I am not afraid to love again. I know what I want. And usually I will stop at nothing to get it. I can be selfish at times. And I have a slight obsession with spending money. If you do something to hurt me, I will probably do something 20 times worse to you. But I will go to the ends of the earth for you if you play your cards right. I am probably the kindest person you'll ever meet. If you need help, I'll take you in. If you hurt me, I'll forgive you. This is only if I'm fond of you. Don't play games with me. I know how to play them better. Don't feel special. I believe in opening doors, giving her your jacket, bringing her flowers, telling her she's beautiful, and making LOVE to her. I am REAL. I have never understood the concept of acting like something you're not. But, I will not take your shit. And I will take you down if you're in my way. But I really don't care what you think of me either way. If I feel comfortable around you, you'll be able to tell. I wish for things that I don't need. You won't want to know me. And if you already do, I feel sorry for you. I have nothing to gain, nothing to give, and nothing to lose. The rest is irrelevant. To have love in your life, remember that you don't need to do anything special to earn it. You simply need to be yourself. You simply need to love yourself. You simply need to accept yourself for being the person you are. Regaurdless of what anyone else thinks about it. my mind is always wandering and I'm never in place. WHO'D I LIKE TO MEET!Someone Real, It is a normal part of everyday life to discover yet another form of chaos in one way or another. Its all good .I'm a little off myself .