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42 Year Old · From Indianapolis, IN · Joined on August 17, 2006 · Born on February 13th
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42 Year Old · From Indianapolis, IN · Joined on August 17, 2006 · Born on February 13th
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This site, and many other sites ask you to tell people about you. So, to answer this i really have to stop and think... there is many different parts of me, i am a complex person, like we all are...so when i stopped to think about who i am i realized i am many thing.... i am a dreamer, full of fantasies, i can forever stay entertained with my own thought. I tend to be very introverted.. this being the main reason why my sister and every one i know have a hard time figuring me out. but i feel more comfortablein my world of ideas. i am also a very curious person.. who love to know what people are thinking at every moment, and love to see how things work,and i love an intellectual challenge. I also love nature, and wish i could spend so much more time in natureafter all if it wasn't for nature we would not be here. i try to find the peaceful , gental side of things... though i can notalways.. after all i am human. so on the other side i can also be very dominant and powerful. i feel like i always need to beincharge of my surroundings, or i feel very uncomfortable and shy...but i tend to do better one on one with some one.. then ina group situation. pu tme in a group and i will shy away.. and not realy know what to do .. but i fi am one on one with some one...i am more personable and open. when i work i work hard. my work means the world to meweither it is at school, work, home.. or just working on one of my many projects. i am a bit mysterious, and i tend to be vquiet when i am working out problems. I try to be streight forward withevery one, though i do tend to keep alot in. I tend to be a realist, and now what i can control.. though i have been known to also try to control what i know i can't control. I do not base every thing on luck and know life is random,though i am a bit superstitous.. especially about black cats. i try to be natural.. i love to run around in the grass and dirt.. barefooted..i love to ride horses, i love animals, i love the water, i love walking in the woods.... i love all types of Lillies (the flower) ..nature is a huge part of me... nature is where we all come from and nature is where we all will go back to. we can learn from nature... life is a huge lesson.. we just have to open our eyes and we will learn ... there is never a moment that we can not learn from.. but we have to be willing to learn. there is a part of me that loves to act like a little kid again.. u know the one who never has a bad moment, who is always sincere and spontaneous,who findsjoy in everything... sometime i have to remember i can be that child, i can run out and playin the rain and not melt, i can havea snow ball fight with friends..but i also know the importance of relaxing.. coming in and siting and talking with loved ones.After all our loved ones will not always be around so we have to enjoy them no matter what. i love to debate! i love talking abotu religion, life, politices, animals... god only knows i am a very very passionate person about my religion, animals and all that i beleive in. and in being so passionate comes the will to be right. i get excited by many things, unsatisfied by the ordinary. i posses a sharp, keen intellect, and my mind can be my weapon. i am quick minded and also can lose my temper quickly. I am not perfect, though i sometimes like to think i am. I tend to be proud of my faults. i am stubborn and opinionated,and like to think i am right. i tend to find every ones faults.. it helps me from getting to close to people... if i do not get close ithen do not get hurt.. i am religious.. i strongly beleive in hinduism. i was not born indian, i was not born in india, but i have always felt this pull toward hinduism and india since i was able to think for myself. there is something that no one can explain. it is thisdeep intertwining feeling that comforts me, and lets me know it is there and things will be ok.its a sense of piece. its a sense of knowledge, its a sense of protection. it just is. also not only is there this feeling of ones, but i attached the colorredish brown with it.. this color along with gold, also helps me to remember. to remember my past life, to remember my lovedones, to remeber who i am and what i stand for. i will not push my religion on anyone but i am willign to share with u what i know.. i do not know everything aand am still learning myself.. but i do not think every one is going to know everything about there religion... i do encourage people to look at there religioin and ask themselve why they beleieve the way they do..if it is because u have always been in that church or faith and ur parents or friends go there.. i would deffinitly suggest looking more into what u beleive and not beleive just because others have told u to.. i also beleieve that if you donot beleiev in a faith that is totally fine to... every one is on a differnt spiritual path... only u can find what is right for u... no one else can tell u what ur heart and body feel but u...though i act tough, act like i know thing .. i am a sensitive person who can be hurt by the smallest rock. though i would never letu know it. i may act tough, i may act strong, but in the end i want that person.. that special some one to hold me while i cryand to tell me that every thing is goign to be ok. i have few really close friends but those friends mean the world to me. and thoughi have my friends and family.. i do have the need to just be alone sometime.. so that i can think and dream and be one with myselfand the creator.. to relax and be me. I long for silence and solitude, because every day life can be a bit too chaotic and stressfullfor me. like every one else i to have fears. some of my fears and bad qualities are mentioned above, but also i fear people not realizign how smart and able i am, i dream big, but worry that my dreams aren't attainablei fear of how others view me... and my negative thoughts seem to get trapped in my brain. i also have a tendency to over think small things.. i also fear i will never find a perfect some one.. after all is there a guy out there who can handle me.. who is very self confident in himself, and is willing to give me room to streachmy wings and let me fly.so this is me.. if i have not scared u off feel free to come and talk to me.. i enjoy meeting people

42 Year Old · From Indianapolis, IN · Joined on August 17, 2006 · Born on February 13th

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