A LIL OF WHATS ON MY MIND SOME TIMES I am not in this world to live up to other people's expectations, I feel that the world must live up to mine. is it about life that makes it difficult 2 undrstand, what is it about not uderstanding that gives people fear... y is it that everyone searches for the perfect person yet never finds em, y is it the prson that your so interested in, is never interested in u, it seems we go thru life never finding the answers we look for, so we settle for less, sometimes i wonder what it is about the net that gets us so caught up in it. why do we talk 2 people we dont know, why do we catch feelings for people we never met,we all search for things that make us feel good yet try to deny the fact that most of it is make believe, its all created and deletd by a click of a button, the net is the net, take it for what it is, yes it can become reality but rember one thing, u only know what people want u to know, i dont come on here 2 find a gf or 2 fall in luv, i come on here 2 escape my reality, which some of u make your only reality, i dont know why females are so emotional, maybe lack of attention or maybe ill never know, maybe thats y im sngle, maybe thats why ima always be alone.. but dont come online typing your problems away, & try hard not to get mad when u find out the internet love of your life is typing to other people ..do i thnk im perfct? far from it, do i make mistakes? plenty..california born and raised, single, no kids, never married, never think i will, do i want kids? would i like to be married one day? of course i would, but it seems that girls now a days lost morals and respect for men, yes guys are doggs, yes guys lie, yes guys hurt u, its all a cycle that never ends...but girls arent perfect either.. its just sad that girls worry about money and rims and fashion and things of this world that make no difference if your in it for the long run... maybe im not cute enuff for u, or maybe in not tall enuff, or rich enuff, the fact remains that im alwyas gonna stick to my guns... my morals and beliefs will never change... 2 all u guys who think u got game, remember all girls cheat but if she luvs u shell never let u find out.