i find it interesting in our lives that there are certain things that we think that we need, and for so long we convinc ourselves we can't do without them. when in reality it's those items or those people that are really our prison. this doesn't make it any less hard to remove ourselves from the way that we feel, it doesn't make it any easier to walk away from the person that's hurting us because it's our heart that's doing the talking not our brain. once we recognize it then it is slightly easier because we know that's not healthy or good for us... but still why is it so damn hard.... mostly I guess I'd like to know why people are so broken. how does somebody abuse you or use you or or take advantage of you on a daily basis and that evening turn around and cuddle with you lay in bed with you and tell you they love you. what is so wrong with a person that allows them to do that.
