Me?..I am a moron. A sucker that once believed in the emotion for which most fall for. I chose to not even speak the word that is just another word for possession. The "L" word got me caught up in a twist so bad that I probably will never recover from it. So I choose to not even acknowledge the existence of such a thing beyond that of family. True "L" word may exist, but only certain people are capable of finding it. So one day you may. True. But as I have found in my en devours, the person whom which may be your true "L" word may not be one of the certain people destined to find theirs. No matter how close they are to them. Still, on occasion I feel the need to check up. I worry. It is just me. I do not know what will happen to me as I ponder what the rest of my days will be like without this person in my life. It has been so long I should let it all go. But can you ever really let go a part of your heart without changing into something or someone completely different than who you are and have always been as a whole. I don't believe it possible. So if it is remember, hold on, and remain the same or forget, let go, and drastically change, I choose the first. Oh yeah. No, My name is not Owen James Simpson, I just don't think I should put my name on here if I am going to publicize my thoughts. So, if I seem screwed up enough that you wanna give it a shot. Drop me a line or pick up the phone. 0o0o0o0o0o9o0o1o0o6o0o3o0o2o0o.zero.0o2o0o5o0o2o0o40o0o0o0o0o