Note to all guys: I'm happily taken and I dont cheat sry Note to all girls: Don't f*ck wit man nor my girl or theres gonna be problems and if you even dream about him you better wake your ass up I love him and he love me there aint nuttin going to tare us apart NOTE: ONLY READ THIS IF YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT ME. AND IF YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT ME, YOU WILL READ THE WHOLE THING AND NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW LONG IT IS OR WHAT IT SAYS! AND IF YOU DONT CARE BOUT ME. GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE! THE NAMES CRYSTAL. GET IT STRAIGHT Im currently in the process of strAIGHTing out my life & trying 2 make shit right! I went way 2 long living a sucky life! im dun witH tht shit! im not gonna dwell on the past anymore! whats in the past is in the past! I have alot 2 look forward 2! Life's 2 short 2 bE unhappy! I finally learned that. So im gonna grow up AND stop being immeture! PLEASE DONT FALL IN Luv WIT ME. IM ALREADY TAKEN. FUCK ALL THE RUMORS YOU HEARD. IF YOU WANNA KNOW ANYTHING ASK ME DONT BELEiVE WHAT YOU HEAR! I TAKE EVERYTHING PEOPLE SAY 2 ME 2 HEART! yea FOR the most part im rEALly sensitive i usually hide my feelings from everyONE. i try AND pretend that my life is perfect AND that i'm happy. but my life is far from perfect. AND im hardly ever happy. I never go looking FOR trouble. it always finds me. i hATE boring! always have TO bE doing something fun & risky! i have alot of friends but i have more guy friends than girls cuz i think thAt guys ArE so much easier to get along with. but we are JUST FRIENDS. if your a boring person get the fuck away from me. cuz i wont Like u! im probably 1 of the most real girls thAt YOull meet, i Tell it like it is. no im not a bitch, i just have a low bullshit Tollerancy. well i guess i can bE a bitch. only if i have a reason TO bE. but then again wHAt girl cant bE a bitch every now and then. I absolutley HATE drama. lifes TO short FOR drama! life's TO short period. i have alot of friends AND i like making new ONESs, but YOu can FORgetTE being my friend if YOu ArE a TO faced backstabing lieing bitch. i knoW TOO many pEOple like thAt. i dOnt have time FOR thAt, i want friends thAt wil bE thare FOR me AND always have my back. friends like thAt ArE hard TO find these days, YOur lucky if u have enough "true" friends TO count on YOur fingers in YOur life time. i'm lucky to have a few "true" friends. i have alot of friends. sure. but i cant trust alot of them AT times. i knoW how TO have a good time. even if i do go overboard sumtimes hehe. i love to PARTY! i like to live my life. like i say. "you only live once rite. so WHYy not take the chance". I have had my heart broken. it is the worst feeling in the world. especially because what me and him went through. it sux because no matter how hard i try i cant get over him. i think about him all the time, and i always will. I cant help it. i wish i could. i just wish that he would relize how much he hurt me. but i kno tht thts never gonna happen. he could give two shits. i wish tht he would also relize tht i never said anything against him or to get him in trouble. i wouldnt do tht. i dont care how mad i got at him, i still wouldnt do tht. i'm not like tht, and wouldnt hurt him. if i had one wish in the world, it would be for me and him to start over and make everything rite between us and at least be friends. No one ever rly stops caring about there x's, i dnt care wut any 1 says. but this is reality. not a dream. love is pain. and i just have to deal with it. i'm a country girl now. i'd rather date an asshole, than a nice guy who gives u anything and worships the ground u walk on. i hate it when a guy is whipped by a girl. i dnt want a guy tht is going to let me ware the pants in the relationship. i think tht the guy should be in charge. but idk thts just me. im actually a really easy person 2 get along with unless there is a certain reason that i hate u and in tht case u can go jump off a cliff 4 all i care. I HATE GIRLS THT THINK THEY KNOW IT ALL WHEN THEY RLY KNO SHIT! im usualy a rly happy out going person. but l8ly i've hada lot of stuff gon on in my life so im not all tht happy ne more. n im sry if i've been a bitch 2 ne 1 tht i care bout i love: ~summer vaca ~my cell phone ~hanging wit my friends ~lipgloss ~talking ~flirting ~guys ~having inside jokes btween me n my friends tht no 1 else will ever figure out ~money ~having a wicked good time ~hanging out downtown since there is nuthn else 2 do here ~partying ~all my friends thare the greatest i HATE: *LIARS! *2 faced people *DUMB BITCHES THT DONT MIND THEIR OWN DAMN BUISNESS! *MANWHORES! *BEING LIED 2! (ESPECIALLY BY A GUY!) *guys tht r 2 cocky *slutts and skanks *having my heart broken *people tht acuse people of doing things that they never did! *girls who steal BOYFRIENDS! *rainy days *long distance relationships because u can never rly trust the person u r goin out with *skool *jealous people. *sum 1 who says tht their going 2 call u rite back and then they dont *i can't stand it wen guys play head games. one day they love u and the next day they hate u. and then when they call u days l8er they act like nothing ever happened it really bugs me when my "supposably best friends" try n hook me up with a guy that i dont even like. just cuz they think that will make me get over a guy that i cared and still care alot about. hate 2 tell u. it's not that easy 2 get over sum 1 that u love! THE OTHER NITE MY REALY GOOD FRIEND FINALLY TALKD SUM SENSE In 2 ME. HE SAID MEMORIES CAN KILL U, BUT THEY CAN ALSO SAVE YOUR LIFE. YOU DECIDE. I WAS LETTING MEMORIES KILL ME, UNTIL I RELIZED THAT LIFE DOESNT HAVE 2 SUCK. LIFE IS WUT U MAKE IT. SO LIVE LIFE DAY BY DAY AND APPRECIATE EVERYTHING IN IT. yes im a flirt. but dont mistake me as a whore. just because i hang out with alotta guys doesnt mean i'm sleeping with them! I hate pple who make accusations before they even kno somETHING! haha My friends ALWAYS come before guys. (most of the time). so if any guy has a problem with that u can get lost now. and if your the type of guy that likes to treat girls like shit and hurt them and break hearts u can go jump off the nearest bridge cuz i aint got no sympathy for guys like that! i love country boys! i don't kno y, there's just something about them. i always fall 4 em'. F*CK LOVE As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck. once upon a time i was falling in love, now im falling apart, theres nothing left to say. I Told Myself I Wont Miss U. But I Remember. What It Feels Like To Be Beside U. Please don't tell me not to cry Don't say there was a reason why. You don't know what I am feeling Or how much I hurt You think I should go on in life Forget about it and be strong But deep down I am sad and don't want to get along I don't expect you to understand why For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry My life has changed forever, you see And that is why I am not acting like the same 'ol me. So please don't try to act like nothing happened, Because it changed my life forever. I will never be the same again. Not today, not tomorrow, but never. The best thing you can do for me is just be there. Just like always, my friend My broken heart is hurting bad And it will never mend Find arms the will hold you at your weakest, Eyes that will see you at your ugliest And a heart that will love you at ur worst Then u have found true love. Never regret anything cuz @ 1 time, it was exactly what u wanted. Aint it funny how some feelings u just cant deny and u cant move on even though u try. They never stop loveing u they just stop showoing it Im not supposed 2 love u I'm not supposed 2 care Im not supposed 2 live my life Wishing u were there Im not supposed 2 wonder Where u r or what u do Im sorry, I cant help myself Cause Im in love with u life is 2 short 2 wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the pple who treat u right and 4get about the 1s who dnt & believe everything happens 4 a reason. If u get a chance, take it. If it changes ur life, let it. Nobody said that itd b easy, they just promised it would b worth it. So live life 2 the fullest & take everyday as if it was ur last.? Take chances. tell the truth. say no. spend all ur cash. fall in love. be random. say i love u. sing out loud. laugh @ stupid jokes. give compliments hugs & kisses. cry. apoligize. tell some1 how much they mean 2 u. laugh till ur stomach hurts. live life. Dnt dwell on the past. 4get about the pple who dnt care about you and most of all have no regrets. cause youre not young forever. I Drink Swear Steal & Lie: I DRINK in the beauty that surrounds us each day; I SWEAR 2 live life 2 the fullest with passion, romance, & love; I STEAL the cures 2 heal broken hearts; &... I LIE listening with open ears, next 2 the ones in need Well this is me & i don't lie and i don't exaggerate so if you dont believe it find out for yourself i'll prove it. after all actions speak louder than words don't they its just a matter of giving doubt a chance..... I'm The type of girl who knows which guy I want I'm the type of girl that says "Sex can wait" I'm the type of girl that says "You're Handsome" I'm the type of girl that was never to busy to walk and see him I'm the type of girl that gives flowers and a card when he's sick I'm the type of girl that would give him a gift for no reason other than the fact i loved him I'm the type of girl that says "I would die for him" I'm the type of girl who REALLY would I'm the type of girl who wouldn't be afraid to cry in front of him I'm the type of girl that he wouldn't be afraid to cry in front of I'm the type of girl who holds hands with him (even in public) I'm the type of girl that kisses him with meaning I'm the type of girl who hugs him when he's sad I'm the type of girl who hugs him for no reason at all I'm The type of girl who would give my jacket up I'm The type of girl who would call to make sure he got home safe I'm The type of girl who would sit and wait for hours just to be able to see him for ten minutes I'm The type of girl who would give my seat up I'm The type of girl that just wants to cuddle I'm The type of girl who reassures him he's handsome no matter what I'm The type of girl who'd tell my secrets to him I'm The type of girl who would try to show how much I care through every word and every breath I'm The type of girl that thinks maybe this could be THE ONE! I'm The type of girl that believes in his dreams I'm The type of girl that would do anything so that he could achieve them (and actually does try)I'm The type of girl that NEVER laughs when he tells me his dreams I'm The type of girl who would make him laugh when he is sad I'm The type of girl who is there for him and comforts him when he needs me the most I'm The type of girl that walks him to his car or to his door and won't leave until I knew he was in safe I'm The type of girl who actually does listen I AM THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT PRAYS THAT HE IS HAPPY EVEN IF HE IS NOT WITH ME!!! you wanna know ne thing else you can send me a message