My own thoughts to anyone bored enough to read:- I am very lonely with no one in my life. I have attempted, but all people are in so much tied up in their own lives or in their TV's (soap operas, tcha!) to no longer have time to spend on old men -- or old women, I'm equally sure. What the hell did webfight for in all the wars that I can clearly remember since 1939? What a mess the world is in. What a mess people's minds are in. Anthony Newly had it right in the '60s when he sang"Stop the world, I wanna get off!"I never panic, I never this, I neverose my temper, I never cheat, I'm never disloyal, I'm never untrustworthy, I never lie, et al. They all waste time when time is critical, or when swallowing one's pride helps then to discuss, and like me if I'm wrong I admit it. Some even tell me I'm too good and they cannot believe me. I don't mind, their opinion is their privilege. I have no money. Now my landlady vicar NB is selling me and licking me out. She says she is doing it regardless of it being unkind--- in God's laws?!. I'm in England and she is in New Zealand. Why am I still here? I have had a filed heart trike heart bypass. I've had two prolapsed discs I'm told are the cause of 24/7 double sciatica. (I'm not a medical man.) I've had a fractured skull. I've had double pneumonia. I'm a widower after 30 years (2nd) marriage. My 1st marriage ended in divorce and I walked away with nothing. My brother is unwell and my sister-in-law dislikes me. My daughter lives >300 miles away. My son hasn't got time for his aging father. I had a job in s charity shop but when I was ill I was sacked. I'm now helping a pal of mine who is a real (unChristian)Christian!! Does ANYONE want me? I chat with my Pal above very regularly, but he never answers MY big prayer?! Comments, please?
