Been alone to long. LOST wife 16 years ago haven't dated. I n fact my faithfulness, cost me 16 sadden years of my life . I have found loneliness terrible . I don't go to bars , instead I stay home, I stay home to be faithful to all lost one . Time has made that impossible , and even now I have realized I need someone to go to bed with. If only to have and love that loves my way, romantically . Seems every girl wants me, in me for just- money! I don't know if I will fail the test of love that comes with nothing, LOVE. BUT ALL I WANT IS LOVE, FAITHFULNESS, HONESTLY AND FOREVER. DOES THAT SOUND LIKE TO MUCH, BRUCE .