Never really been into the self-reflection thing, more or less because I can be overly critical. My cynicism can be matched only by my capacity for hope(If that sounds odd to you imagine how I feel). I cannot help but see the negative "what if's" in every situation first, however the bright-side is never out of view(walking paradox). Conversations with random people don't come easy for me;essentially I remain cautiously reserved. I was(and in many ways still am) the fly on the wall, in the room yet invisible. That used to get me down but as I discovered there can be amazing solace in solidarity; finding common ground with most people now-a-days is next to impossible anyway(for me at least) since I do not really like doing things that "normal people" like to participate in. I don't like the club scene, bars always have some kind of B/S drama happening within them; hell, even the coffee shop and library crowds irritate me. I guess I just have a hard time liking people, as well as my self.
If I came with a surgeon general warning it would be.. "Just ignore and avoid, interact at your own peril"