Currently I'm working on my own album. I have high hopes to one day find a band, but usually there is a short of talent for other members. Do not try to understand, acknowledge, or explain the way I am, or what I am. Because if you can't understand me, or think that you can explain it, you are lost, and should have no part in me, or what I do. With that said, I am a kind-hearted person when you get to know me, but who says I want you to know me? Quotes that have inspired me, the way I live, my music and all of its ambiance: "See I think drugs have done some good things for us, I really do. And if you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, do me a favor, go home and take all your albums, all your tapes, and all your cd's and burn them. Cause all those musicians who made all that music that's enhanced your lives throughout the years, rrreal f**kin high on drugs." "Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed into a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There's no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we're the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather." "We all have a duality, but I've overcome it long ago and I've accepted my darkness." "The world is like a ride at an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it you think it's real cause that's how powerful our minds are. The ride goes up and down, round and round, it has thrills and chills, and it's very brightly colored, and it's very loud. It's fun for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: Is this real? Or is this just a ride? Other people have remembered, and they come back to us and they say, "Hey! Don't worry, don't be afraid, ever. Because this is just a ride." But we always try and kill those people who try to tell us that. Ever notice that, we let the demons run amok? But it doesn't matter because, it's just a ride, and we can change it anytime we want. It's only a choice. No effort. No work. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear wants you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, and close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one." "But I'm still right here, giving blood and keeping faith. And I'm still right here." "If there were no rewards to reap, no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now. I'm gonna wait it out." "My shadow's shedding skin and I've been picking scabs again. I'm down digging through my old muscles looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions for a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in my shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's shedding skin I've been picking my scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been I've been wallowing in my own chaotic and insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing I've endured within my shadow. Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and to grow, take and give and to move, learn and love and to cry, kill and die and to be paranoid and to lie, hate and fear and to do what it takes to move through. I choose to live and to lie, kill and give and to die, learn and love and to do what it takes to step through. See my shadow changing, stretching up and over me soften this old armor. hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow, coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me." (46 and 2 is referral to exceeding the human chromosomes passed the limit) My morale, my being, and my nature were built from these kinds of lyrics and quotes. This is where I am, and no one can deny me of it.