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I walked a path of lonliness Needing only a hint of Love Weighted by my sadness Finding my heart hidden in a cove Insanity made from madness Looking to the sky above Realizing No-one is left All that I have is bloody tears My soul needs to rest... Forgetting worldly fears Torn is who I am at Best Hope of a day to hold someone near

Has anyone Loved someone so much They become lost without their touch Life seems to turn skies black because of the one thing they lack Not due to them being your whole A part of what your heart knows They are your better half Giving reason to laugh The joys and sorrows that may come Knowing they are there when all is done What happens after that is lost The one you Love most Dark skies brew above Life is what gets shoved Hope is no longer seen Hearts forget what Love means Keep those you Love Dearest Losing them is not the scariest Not knowing how to be Is what scares me

I Love You Everyday In Every Imaginable Way You Make My Heart Explode Desiring Life As It Unfolds Only Wanting You Feelings So True In My Arms All Night You Bring Dreams To Light So With This I Must Say Hopes Of You Never Going Away Scared We Are Im Sure My Love For You Is Pure And In This Message I Send A Love That Will Never End

Broken My heart has been stolen leaving me feeling broken words not meant spoken relationships get broken losing those close heartache is now broken my mind becomes swollen dreams n hopes broken desires of life unknown I am Broken

I hid in the shadows For no reason at all Things to be afraid of Or just to wait times passing Idealistacly out of nonsense But I sat-Waiting Wanting to be noticed To be heard Freeing my heart Opening my soul To the one that did Take my hand Pulled me into daylight Out of the shadows Giving me a chance Showing the life's offers Thank you for caring And peeling the shell All by chance and faith Alone I must go Hoping for a brighter tomarrow Jason S.

Upset and alone I face this world I gave all I have to give I tried to pick up the pieces and let others in Yet everyone wants to judge Without knowing who is there in the end Saddened by a discrimination of misunderstandings Like I said I sit alone... Who can I talk to? Who will listen? I don't ask for advice... I don't want opinions... All I want is peace! My heart has been broken and to no-one's accored but, my own... I take the blame for all who wants to give... But in the end, life will show what it offers me to survive... In friendships and Love...

Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

I sit alone; no one is near. I listen, but there is no sound. It seems so long since I have heard your voice. I see you there, but do you see me? I try to speak, can you hear? You are there, and your friends are around you. You are so happy; its good to see. I wish I were there, with the circle around you. I want to be near you, to help you. Dont you see? I want to forget what I did, all I said. I want to forget the pain, the confusion, the suffering. You dont seem to know why. It hurt me, dont you understand? You say you know I am here, but do you? The world seems gray to me. You cant see why, its all in color for you. You act like you forget what happened between us. I havent forgotten. What did happen? You say nothing, but do you mean that? I say a lot, but you dont agree. It might have worked, it could have helped, but you wouldnt talk to me. You seem confused, what you did and what you say dont agree. Your words and actions argue with each other, but you dont seem to see. I want to understand, I want to know. But I dont. You wont let me. Why wont you let me? I tried to do right, but I didnt. I wanted to help, but I made things worse. It hurt so much. I dont want to harm you; I want you to be happy. I wanted you to talk to me; I wanted to be there for you. I want to offer my hand when the way gets steep. I wanted you to lean on me when you were in trouble. I wanted to be your friend, your special friend. But you are not here, I am alone.