PINKYLEE's blog: ""

I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I THINK OF YOU WHEN THE MORNING COMES AND THE NIGHTIME GOES AWAY (ALL DAY) DON'T YOU EVER THINK THAT WE WON'T BE OKAY (NO WAY) THERE IS NOTHING STOPPING ME FROM LOVING YOU TOUCHING AND RUBBING AND KISSING AND HUGGING YOU WHAT'S THIS FEELING TAKING OVER ME BABY THAT'S LOVE AND IT AIN'T NO STOPPING IT I DON'T KNOW AS FAR AS THE EYES CAN SEE PICK UP THE PACE AND IT AINT NO DROPPIN IT ALWAYS FOREVER I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE YOU'RE MY BONNIE I'M YOUR CLYDE THAT'S THE WAY THAT ITS GONNA BE I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU AND YOU IN LOVE WITH ME I CAN'T WAIT SIT DOWN AND TALK FOR A MINUTE GO OUTSIDE AND TAKE A WALK FOR A MINUTE IT'S YOU AND ME I CAN'T WAIT I CANT WAIT I CAN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU WILL LOVE ME ENDLESSLY (FOREVER) IF THIS GOES OUR WAY MY LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE (ETERNALLY) YOU HAVE SET MY MIND MY LOVE MY HEART SO FREE TOGETHER FOREVER HOWEVER JUST YOU AND ME WHAT'S THIS FEELING TAKING OVER ME BABY THAT'S LOVE AND IT AINT NO STOPPING IT I DONT KNOW AS FAR AS THE EYES CAN SEE PICK UP THE PACE AND IT AINT NO DROPPING IT ALWAYS FOREVER I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE YOU'RE MY BONNIE I'M YOUR CLYDE CAUSE THAT'S THE WAY THAT IT'S GONNA BE I'M IN LOVEWITH YOU AND YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH ME I CANT WAIT TO HAVE YOU RIGHT NEXT TO ME HERE BY MY SIDE I CANT WAIT TO KISS AND CARESS YOU GIRL WHILE HOLDING YOU TIGHT I CANT WAIT CANT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOU IT JUST AINT RIGHT I CANT WAIT I GOT A WHOLE LOF OF LOVING AND YOU GONNA GET IT TONIGHT .....AKON!

this time i won't show i'm vulnerable this time i won't give in first this time i will hold out with my love this time i will not be hurt i'm gonna love myself more than anyone else i'm gonna treat me right i'm gonna make you say that you love me first and you'll be the one with the most to lose tonight this time this time i won't let my emotions rule my life this time i'm gonna keep my heart locked safe inside this time i'm gonna be my own best friend this time i'm gonna be the one to win your love your affection to hide my fear of rejection this time

I WANTED YOU TO KNOW I LOVE THE WAY YOU LAUGH I WANNA HOLD YOU HGH AND STEAL YOUR PAIN AWAY I KEEP YOUR PHOTOGRAPH AND I KNOW IT SERVES ME WELL I WANNA HOLD YOU HIGH AND STEAL YOUR PAIN CAUSE I'M BROKEN WHEN I'M LONESOME AND I DON'T FEEL RIGHT WHEN YOU'RE GONE AWAY YOU'VE GONE AWAY, YOU DONT FEEL ME, ANYMORE THE WORST IS OVER NOW AND WE CAN BREATH AGAIN I WANNA HOLD YOU HIGH, AND STEAL MY PAIN AWAY THERE'S SO MUCH LEFT TO LEARN, AND NO ONE LEFT TO FIGHT I WANNA HOLD YOU HIGH AND STEAL YOUR PAIN CAUSE I'M BROKEN WHEN IM OPEN AND I DONT FEEL LIKE I AM STRONG ENOUGH CAUSE I'M BROKEN WHEN I'M LONESOME AND I DONT FEEL RIGHT WHEN YOU'RE GONE AWAY CAUSE I'M BROKEN WHEN I'M LONESOME AND I DONT FEEL RIGHT WHEN YOUR'RE GONE AWAY YOU'VE GONE AWAY YOU DONT FEEL ME HERE ANYMORE

Thanks Thanks for breaking my heart. Thanks for ripping it out, And smashing it into the ground. You broke a healing heart, Already suffering, Already bleeding, Sore from the pain of a loss. I hope your happy Becasue I'm not I just can't beleive you Thanks for making me cry Thanks for making me bleed, Thanks for making me want to die. Thanks for accusing me of something, I never even did Thanks for hurting me, And changing me for good. Thanks for killing me, On the inside So over all... Thanks... For nothing

I find it hard to tell you that you’re my only one When your to busy flirting with everyone And I just want you to notice me like you did yesterday Sorry I left it to late to tell you this Sorry I have these feelings for you I hate to think you won’t look at me in the same way But ill always see you as the one who’s always on my mind I know you like that girl even though you said she was a friend And I don’t mean to be so jealous Even though were not together Id like to think that id still have a chance with you Let my childish mind tell me this And if we don’t end up together its okay But I want you to know That whatever happens you’re always on my mind And it’s killing me inside I want you to be the one that controls my puppet mind.

Why am I treated this way? Like I comprise no feelings I am like an aged toy Thrown aside and forgotten about Always there for everyone No one there for me The second hand Only when in need Will you see me when you have somewhat to do? Will you see me when u have someone to talk to? Cast aside like something broken Something you can’t repair Will you even bother to heed? Or are you to busy The quote “always there “ Is no more If you find someone better I am pleased But when they don’t seem to care Throw me away not knowing what will come about When the terrible arises Don’t approach me I know your tricks I won’t be deceived twice

ALONE I SIT HERE... EMPTY AND COLD.. THE LIGHT BECKONS ME IT FORCES ME TO BE OK.. HIDDEN AWAY MY FEELINGS ARE.. SHOWING NO EMOTION I HAVE TO FIGHT TO BE ALIVE I HAVE TO PRETEND TO CARE THE WORLD CRUSHED MY DREAM YET IT FORCES ME TO BE I ONCE WAS ALIVE NOW I JUST SURVIVE

Living a lie It's all pretend Nothing is as it seems All you wanted was love And everything you had was fake Hate surrounds you As you fall into a pit of blackness Never will you see the light Feel the warmth of the sun The joy of love The pain of heartbreak All you ever wanted Is all you could NEVER have

~LETTING GO~ There are people who can walk away from you and hear me when I tell you this - when people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can get super glue and you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to...Let it go!