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I know he is there he just doesn't care I call and call yet he deny's it all! I care about him so much and i miss his gental touche I miss when he held me I told me i was his only I miss his hand in mine I miss how he was so kind My heart it aches for him even if our fire is going dim He has my heart he had it from the start I love you...but do you love me back?

People say hate is strong I say so what So is love But we say it alot I had a friend A good one i think But now is an ass now She is about to crash and sink Every now adn then I wonder about her life Weather of not she will be a whore on teh stree or a wife BUt i hope the best for my enmy B/c she was once a part of me But now so far away I'm kind of glad she is not looming over me making me oh so mad So i cast her away i cast her to a new friend so good bye friend hello enmy to the end

PLz tell me this is a dream PLz tell me this isn't so obseen PLz tell me the words i need PLz tell me that i don't need to bleed Tell me i'm not alone That someone is still on the phone That you here by my side that i will not break downa dn cry Tell me that thing i seek Tell me my life isn't so bleek Tell me thoes words that i speak Tell me i'm not this freak That i'm not here and i have no fear That i will not cry a tear that i'm surcoming to the preasure of my peers Tell me...just one more thing So thing good that my life would bring Think long and hard about this Answer me this...will you give me tat kiss?

My heart is cold My head spinning Falling in to darkness Eyes flinching The dark moons gental light Falling on my skin As i fell in to night Stars that gleam Now very dim Once so bright B/c of him Sleeping angles Start to bleed