Well, I've got alot to say, really, I do. If you ALL loved me, you'd be friends with anybody I wanted you to be friends with. I think I'm ugly. I'm into music, AHH FUCK IT! Here's one of my favorite songs I like called,"Illusion," by VNV Nation.

I know its hard to tell
How mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need
Is behind every door
Each time you get hurt
I don't want you to change
Cuz everyone has hopes
You're human after all

The feeling sometimes
Wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though
You never belong
This feeling is not sadness
This feeling is not joy
I truly understand
Please don't cry now

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion
Trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else
Who would comprehend
That some bad do lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them
Thats not what I believe
And it doesn't matter anyway

A part of your soul
Ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last
But I'm still not sure
But what I do know
Is to us the world is different
As we are to the world
I guess you would know that

Please don't go
I want you to stay
I'm begging you please
Please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion
Trying to change you

Please don't go }(2x)
I want you to stay /
I'm begging you please
Oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change
For all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion
Always trying to change you.
Illusion by VNV nation.

Another song I like.

I don't wanna make a scene.
I don't wanna let you down.
Try to do my own thing.
And I'm starting to figure it out.
Then it's alright.
Keep it together.
Where ever we go.
And it's alright.
Oh well, whatever.
Everybody needs to know.
You might be crazy.
Have I told you lately.
That I love you.
You're the only reason that I'm not afraid to fly.
And it's crazy.
That someone could change me.
That no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try.
And you need to know that you're the reason why.
I don't even care when they say that you're a little bit off.
Look 'em in the eye I say.
I can never get enough.
Cause it's alright.
Keep it together.
Where ever we go.
And it's alright.
Oh well, whatever.
Everybody needs to know.
You might be crazy.
Have I told you lately.
That I love you.
You're the only reason that I'm not afraid to fly.
And it's crazy.
That someone could change me.
That no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try.
And you need to know that you're the reason why.
If it was rainin you would yell at the sun.
Pick up the pieces when the damage is done.
You say it's just another day in the shade.
Look at what a mess we made...
You might be crazy.
Have I told you lately.
That I love you.
You're the only reason that I'm not afraid to fly.
And it's crazy.
That someone could change me.
That no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try.
You might be crazy.
Have I told you lately.
That I love you.
You're the only reason that I'm not afraid to fly.
And it's crazy.
That someone could change me.
That no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try.
And you need to know that you're the reason why.

I hate life, so If you're kind enough will you come and kill me unless you're nice, then come and comfort me!!! I'm so alone in this world!!!