12:34 AM - you think so?
would it seem better to just go ahead...
lose yourself to the sheer doom that you know is on it's way?
to shut up and bite your tongue.
to brand another person with your whip-smart comments.
feeling used up gets old. really old.
gettign fired up and pissed, rolling my eyes inside my heart, saying...for the love of fuck, give it up. rest it a while. think of something else.
but it's not that easy anymore...
mind consuming all entrancing hopeless-styled days.
shoving the rest of my heart under the carpet, along with that busted rum bottle...
i've come to my senses.
this is the end.
