I've just been thinking of my friend that I really like, shes the polar opposite of me in every way. She has a really bad habbit of twisting men around her little finger which, I don't really think is cool. 90% of the time she has PGS pretty girl syndrome, she is constantly an attention whore and all eyes have to be on her at all times. Yet despite all of these perfectly visible flaws I can't help but really like her, and she knows this and uses it to her advantage. I'm getting tired of this BS. She of course is dating a low life piece of scum shit whom I hate like I have never hated another person before. Hes failing out of school right now, last semester his GPA was 1.7, he plagarized a paper and commited an act of libel (slandering another person in a school assignment is the jist of the meaning), he is emotionally abusive to her, controls her, he convinced her to quit swim team, she always had hated it but she never actually did anything about it. This guy lies about everything he can and she eats all of his lies up as if she were a really fat girl in a candy store that has free candy day! I'm getting so sick and tired of seeing her cry over someone who is less than worthy for ANYONE to cry over. The only reason I think she is with him is because he comes from a family with $$$$ and she claims she loves him and they want to get married. That is one wedding I will not attend, I asked her before if she was happy and she says she is but the tears speak for themselves, she is so convinced that he'll change into the ideal boyfriend that she can't see anything else. He didn't come back for the J-term my college has and according to her hes working on his people skills, working at a job (HAH I laughed at that!), and learning to deal with his "depression." As a person who has been struggling with depression since I was very little, maybe about 8 or 9, I find this an insult. I'm slowly getting over the fact that we'll never be anything more than friends but she loves teasing me and its getting annoying, I called her out on teasing but she didn't realize thats what she was doing and denied the claim. Everytime she tries to glorify him I try to bite my tongue and hold down my insults and contempt for that relationship but they tend to leak out. During the beginning of their relationship I cut off all contact with her and when they broke up over the summer I was the happiest I had ever been, but then when they got back to school they screwed eachother since day one and three months down the line they make it official. I hate him more than words can describe and I wish he would get hit by a bus. It doesn't help that I'm all alone hating him, my room mate would probably screw him up the ass if he could thats how much they adore eachother (my room mate and the POS.) Now back to the girl, I can't stand that they're together and their talk of marriage is like a stab in the heart, I know that this girl isn't anyone I want to be with and I'm hoping that I'll loose this infatuation with her once and for all.
