i know this is a hard time of year for you. i wish i could take all the pain you have and put it on my own shoulders. it'd be better than this pain you are causing me.
my heart is breaking. not knowing is breaking me. i know u wish he was here. but he's not. but i know he's proud of you. im proud of you.
i miss you. you miss him. and there's nothing i can do but sit back and cry.
merry christmas even though i know you don't celebrate it and happy late birthday since you wont give me the chance to tell you in real life.
Love, Brittney
