Tree Smacker's blog: "yeah"

There's way too much stuff going on, between the shoutbox, the bartab, posting blogs & mumms it can be a little overwhelming. I used to like it here but having been recently attacked by some people for no apparent reason, I wonder if I should even bother to log in these days. . I keep trying cause I like the idea of mumms but it seems like they have grown used to the practice there of picking on newbies and judging people rather than giving them a chance. They say I need to grow a thicker skin. I say, I don't want to be a crocodile, my skin is thick enough, thank you.

I was just dippin my toes in the jacuzzi, looking at the moon and thinking how lucky I am. I've been dealing with some difficult times lately but overall life is good. . I've got a little better perspective on my limitatinos these days and I can deal with my life not being as easy as it was. I am a survivor

I hadn't realized how hard a job it was to be a stay at home mom. The thing I miss most is the itneraction with all my co-workers. I'm getting the hang of planning my day so that I can feel like I accomplished something. It was really hard to let go of the feeling that there was so much to be done that I couldn't figure out what to start with. With each day it gets a little easier though.

and I don't want to look at & rate more pictures. I'm so over that. I'm stuck at home. No, I'm not really stuck, I just can't drive right now and it's driving me nuts!!! Guess I'll check this place out a bit and see who's around.

and time passes as I watch my body aches with anxiety from holding myself still I try again to close my eyes and will my mind to relax and time passes as I watch

Went on a road trip yesterday with a friend and her daughter. Crap I haven't laughed so much in , I don't know who long. Emily is 16 and is almost as cool as her mom. Was I that cool when I was 16? Not hardly. On the road home, we were messing with people in the cars beside us. We sang a whole buncha songs. Got a couple of new ones for karaoke, if I can remember to look them up.When we got home, we were in the middle of a really good song so we kept driving. Around town. We were messing with the people walking down the streat. Emily was embarassed. Apparently it's only ok to do it on the freeway.

It's 1:45 a.m. and once again, I am wide awake. This is what, the third night in a row? I think maybe it was the two cups of coffee today... I've been home all week. Suze has been outta town. The only grown-ups I've seen all week were my sister, my mom, and Joe. I was so ready to go out tonight. Had a blast. I sang several new songs. How you remind me, Nickelback, Wicked Game by... what the hell is his name? I also did Time of your life by Greenday. Everybody loved that one especially.

Have you ever had a song get stuck in your head? What am I asking, of course you have. Doesn't everybody? Well in the last coulple of weeks I have gotten multiple songs stuck in my head. It happens all day long and I can't seem to shut it off. If I listen to music to get rid of one song, the one I listen to gets stuck. And so on and so on... On a happier not, looking forward to playing volleyball this weekend and going to G's of course.