I opened the door this morning and left in search of happiness. As I drove away I looked into the rearview mirror and began to cry..Not able to stop I pulled my truck over to the side of the road trying to understand what it was that made me start crying like a lil girl. I then realized I was stareing into my own eyes,or should i say my soul. This was the first time in my life I had honestly faced myself and had to come to terms with what choices i made in my past.. I was still angry at the world at everyone; everything that had done me wrong.. Mad for the wrong reasons,and at the wrong people.Realizing I am the only person to blame for my ill-will, my unhappiness,my depression. Why couldn't I just let myself smile. I thought the world was against me. So I locked myself away from being loved;or even worse not being able to love..Then you came into my life. Beautiful smile,and always there to give me a little lick on the cheek.Which always made me blush,but made my head spin. Baby girl you had me in love..I then wiped the tears that I could away and put the truck in drive and took off. Heading back from where I started realizing your the reason I wake in the mornings.The reason I have to breathe.That one day I'll open the door and you'll be there,and I'll hold you;and bite your neck in hopes to just taste you.To taste my true love.I know your there.I will search for you till I find you.Please I need you to search for me also.If you try to just sit back and wait for me I'll never be able to know where you've been.Never know the right place to look.But this I promise I am looking for you,and I'll be there.
LOVE,me
