i'm normal. i'm strange. i'm a fucking mess. i'm a spazz. i'm crazy. i work at a convenience store. i hate my job. i smoke a lot of weed, infact i'm smoking a bong right now. i love music. i'm currently listening to linkin park. i'm fat. i need to lose a good 50 pounds to look halfway decent. i'm not pretty. i'm not your beauty queen. i'm awkward at sex. i don't know what i'm doing and i'm ashamed of my body. i blame my entire life's worth of issues on my mother. you can thank her for the crazy blog you have before your very eyes. i'm intense. i'm moody. i'm depressed. i'm manic. i make messes. i don't clean them up. i'm a clean freak. i'm a liar. i'm a sinner. i'm a heartbreaker. i'm a homewrecker. i'm heartbroken. i'm just plain broken in general. i'm a wreck. i'm afraid. i'm running out of time. i'm suicidal. i'm homicidal. i might just kill us all. i over-exaggerate. i'm a drama queen. i hate drama. i'm bi-polar. couldn't you tell? i'm outrageous. i'm fantastic. i'm flamboyant. i'm ok with that. i hate myself with a passion. i am me.... i am jessica