so like it's 930pm right now, i'm at work, and for some reason this is like one of the few sites that is NOT blocked (however, i dont see pics just the little boxes with "x"), i can't even check my yahoo mail here... seriously it sucks butt so i figured i would write my very first blog..... i've been going thru a rough time here in the last two weeks, i've not wanted to be around my friends at all.. i dont want to talk to them on the phone, i dont really want to be alone with them or anything... i'm like blah... and i'm sure i'm hard to get along with right now. and i honestly think it has more to do with the fact i work 7 days a week and what little free time i have i dont want to do anything but what i consider "fun" aka playing pool, or poker (it's what i do ya know) and it's like i get crap from everyone if i dont do what they wanna do all the time, hello i'm an adult i want to do as i wanna do. and you have that right as well... so you do your thing and i'll do mine, and maybe someday we will want to do the same thing at the same time and then we can do it together... well ok i guess that's enough for now...
