All ys On Me's blog: "Writings and Shit"

My heart remains on the beaches Trading Sets for Rises and Dawns for dusks My heart still remains a stray Cause girl your so far away Maybe we can meet in the ocean Where our love can finally start to grow Time will stand still as we learn To handle this charm and start to know It’s hard to find a way when you’re far away I fell in love and these feelings refuse to go I’m still trying to find my place Into your heart where the sand replaces what we owe I fell in love and still can go with the flow As the ocean waves fall with grace My mind will just erase All what I thought I know The candles will be romantic As the tide sweeps us in the Atlantic Off this shore where we will float For what seems like eternity I swear it’s our destiny

Her stubborn heart is beating As these tempers are heating So much things that she can’t explain No ones there to release her pain Another night another call you later Another fight another could be greater She lost all hope and self respect Fell to where the thoughts can’t get Another night, another lonely drunk Another fight, another could be hunk But all these feelings she can’t escape She’ll mend her heart with scotch tape Your weakness is your fear; this will be your year Forget regrets, Underdogs and upsets Spread your wings and fly, cause angels don’t cry Cheeks stained black from the tears she cries As she searches for a prince to sing her lullabies All the make up might cover her face But the void inside can’t be replaced Hoping to find her way; out of the sheets and into loving arms Hoping to find her way; away from the demons that did her harm Keep on wishing on lucky stars Four leaf clovers and empty hearts Here’s to you and the pain you felt Here’s to who makes your heart melt If need be I have a hand to take hold of Until the time you find your true love Your weakness is your fear; this will be your year Forget regrets, Underdogs and upsets Spread your wings and fly, cause angels don’t cry

It maybe only Monday but I call you up and say Maybe you can make your way over, turn a February day warmer I don’t need you to ring the door bell, I can tell from your sweet smell I know I may seem flustered; but when my heart skips its all I can muster I just want you to know I care; I just want you to know who I am Cause Girl I love the way you are; Girl I love the way you are Just the way you are; just the way you are There’s only 11 roses; but when you hold them theirs a dozen under our noses You’re undercover, and I’m the felon; but I won’t be resisting what you’re selling With skin smoother than cream I think I know away to make the shower steam Outside there is a train running, so I won’t be alarmed to hear her whistle coming I just want you to know I care; I just want you to know who I am Cause Girl I love the way you are; Girl I love the way you are Just the way you are; just the way you are The sun will rise to your smiling face; have breakfast in bed skip the rat race Hide the light pull over the covers; as we play the music rhythm of lovers I figured you would be staying for dinner, so I went and let the pot simmer If you ask if I need you its forever, if you ask if I am leaving it’s never I just want you to know I care; I just want you to know who I am Cause Girl I love the way you are; Girl I love the way you are Just the way you are; just the way you are

There's a handful of fears that bring on a boat load of tears Drowning the sorrows in a glass full of beers Drifting away in the tide far from you In waters deep dark and blue So fear all that's water forget what was me Cause right now I'm saying goodbye And darling don't cry haven't you seen what it's done to me I might not have done anything right That doesn't mean I'm not saying goodbye to you tonight Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye You left me with bitter sweet memories one last guarantee One less song I'll ever sing; one less thing to bring Up above me while I hopelessly need Some one to hold on to out at sea So I'm hoping you dance with me a while A slow dance that will bring us under a quarter mile And on the bottom there's no place to go but up Plus you'll never have to fill your cup I might not have done anything right That doesn't mean I'll be saying goodbye to you tonight Hold on, Hold on, Hold on

Kid it won’t be that bad, hold up your chin take the shots don’t fight back Kid have you ever seen the sun, see it rise and it set, no matter how dark it falls But what do they know what do they see When memories are an anchor and my souls begins to sink So I stuck to my guns lit up the night with my rounds Shot for your feet because I wanted to dance But I missed and punctured your chest I watched as you bled, all over again I swore to myself I could be strong but you made a child out of me The child I will always trust A prisoner of war between my mind and my heart Stuck in my throat, a lump altering words that I speak A prisoner of war between my body and soul Stuck in my skin, so pale and so cold Son are you ok with the path that you take, take it all or let it go Son have you seen what I have seen, remember what I told I begged you to stop, but still you pressed on and stamped your own fate Sealed with grief, is that what everyone sees as they criticize me Well do you know my pain, do you know my shame Can you name my name, or even point out my face I am not a savior of this world that I walk just a prophet of tongue I am not a man of this word that I speak just of false realities A prisoner of war between my mind and my heart Stuck in my throat, a lump altering words that I speak A prisoner of war between my body and soul Stuck in my skin, so pale and so cold Sir when you finally make it home back to yourself back to your dreams Sir there will be no parade for a hero, just empty looks of shame But it all will be ok, if only one door remains open for me I’ll carry this love to the grave if I must Is that what you need of me For I will still rise every morning like a flag of what was Left at half mast to honor our loss, it will fly high I don’t care who sees I don’t care who knows and what anyone thinks Now I stand and salute, and don’t bring it down sunset It will never touch the ground or become tattered or stained

I just dropped by to say. You are the one that I am missing And I can’t help the way. I get when it’s hard reminiscing Of dreams I want to believe in But can’t find a way to restrain and I want to pin you down and make you stay As my warmth gives you chill’s as love rekindles the flame Still waiting on a sun rise; Waiting on another day Still waiting to say; Waiting for the words to come to mind That can take away the pain; Take away the tears And make you smile for me one more time Now this fight is gone, from a soul that was on a mission I pushed to hard to open, boxes of words best left unspoken But there still things that remain Leaving me open; and I can’t help but say I swore I couldn’t be broken But I lost that toughness when I lost sight of your eyes Gave color to my smile, and warmth between my thighs Still waiting on a sun rise; Waiting on another day Still waiting to say; Waiting for the words to come to mind That can take away the pain; Take away the tears And make you smile for me one more time You’ve seen me loose my cool; and let out all this stored up inside Still I swear that’s not me; I swear on my life; I swear when I cry Don’t forget what this was; Don’t forget how this came I will take on all your pain; and wipe those tears from your face I thought we came to far But far is never far enough If you can’t believe in me; believe in the rise of another day Still waiting on a sun rise; Waiting on another day Still waiting to say; Waiting for the words to come to mind That can take away the pain; Take away the tears And make you smile for me one more time Is it to much to ask for you to believe And give me this one last try And I swear I will take away your strain And relinquish all your pain Give you hope for a better day

You let me in your life, a life that shouldn’t be for granted You let me come inside, inside an open heart and minded Though I wanted in your arms, but they were crossed I think I lost it all, lost it all before I ever had it I think I lost friends, lost them all in a search for something better I could use them now, for I am lost Take another breath, breath in the autumn night air Take another sip, drink it down swallow it That’s the taste of me, on your lips, now I’m inside I thought I heard your voice, out the window I left open I thought I saw you there, in the shadows of my closet I guess I think too much, and I am wrong I took the month of May, May I think that I’m a Gardner I took those seeds we bought, Buried them like the feelings felt I put them in the ground, where they belong It took the summer months, Months spent watching and growing It took away my plans, Plans I was using for self building Took all of my tears, to water plants Now it’s finally grown, to such great height I couldn’t have imagined Now it time to bloom, watch its flower slowly opens my eyes To a world outside, I had missed, I can’t have it back I’m old and withered now, Withered to a journey I was taken I’m not a widower, for my love was misplaced and not taken My withered bones they hurt, in winter chills

I have spent too much time; holding back what was felt And now I can’t get right; when it only turns you left And I try to seek; what it is I am And that’s why I dream at night; to see the girl that I once had If it’s true that all good things fade, can they too come back to life? When all the memories remain, and I swear I’m changing time Seconds pasted but the minute hand rewinds as I kiss your lips And say I’ve been waiting for this for a lifetime Now what has come and past Like all my faith Only shows that Dreams can’t replace What it is to see you there Its been lonely nights, when I can’t look at myself Mirrors reflect a face; but the lights to dim to tell Who it is cause I didn’t recognize myself But I found him thanks to your help If its true that all good things fade, can they too come back to life When all the memories remain, and I swear I’m changing time Seconds pasted but the minute hand rewinds as I kiss your lips And say I’ve been waiting for this for a lifetime And this is what I have been trying to do Have you close your eyes as these lips caress you Slide down your neck and fingers up your thighs As we spend the night; where neither of us cry Now what has come and past Like all my faith Only shows that Dreams can’t replace What it is to see you there If it’s true that all good things fade, can they too come back to life? When all the memories remain, and I swear I’m changing time Seconds pasted but the minute hand rewinds as I kiss your lips And say I’ve been waiting for this for a lifetime