Kortana Valkyrie 084's blog: "Writing and Thoughts of Kortana "

Chemical

You sink deep into  my veins

I feel You

You feel like Ice

So cold and numb

But I love the feeling of You there

Inside Me

Clinging to my artery walls

Filling all my senses

I crave You

I need You

You give Me life

You give Me power

Like a Witches Atheme

This power You hold over Me is Consuming

But I want to be consumed

Wholly Fully Completely

Give Me the Bliss I yearn for

I sense Your presence within Me

Give Me more !!!!!

I need to feel again

Breathe again

See again

Ahhhhhhh You are there !!!!!

Lets make this worthwhile

GIVE ME ALL OF YOU !!!!

Don't hold back PLEASE 

Closes eyes tight and flys ........................... Where to this time ????

Dreaming

Dreaming is my time

To Explore my Mind

Keeping time and taking notes

Feelings and Emotions running riot

Making a Movie 

One image at a time

Bringing thoughts to the fore front 

Living and feeling everything 

Loving every moment

Bad ones creep in but I shoo them away

Taking stock of my life 

Dreaming about people, places, times and environments 

Pleasing and enveloping my whole being

Mental time out and my time to heal

My space to be who I want to be.

Sitting in a garden
Trees surrounding Me
Leaves rustling across the floor
I stand there and slowly remove all my clothes for You
You watch with glee
I'm naked with everything to see.
You need Me. You want Me
I can feel the breeze wrapping around my skin 
Breasts bare 
Nipples hard
I can feel You there
Watching Me
I sit down on the bench
Legs opened wide
Feeling more alive than I ever have done before
I can feel your eyes watching My every move.
I glide my fingers gently over my nipples 
They ache and tingle with pleasure
I feel like I'm moaning. But nothing comes out of my mouth.
I'm there. In the moment. Groping and playing with my boobs.
Oh the joy of outdoor play. 
The sun beaming down on my nakedness. Warming my skin. 
Why does this feel like such a sin. 
I slide my hands down my tummy. 
Caressing every last inch of myself. 
I can see you looking, enjoying Me and what I'm doing to myself. 
My hand finds My pussy. 
All shaven and bald. 
Oh the sweet blissful touch of my finger between my lips is amazing.
It takes My breath away.
The sweet aroma of myself engulfs my nose and fills my senses full of lust.
My clit hardens. Wow this is amazing.
I know You want to touch Me, taste Me, fill Me up with Your Man meat.
But this is a teaser.
The breeze is amazing on my skin. 
The scent of Lavender fills the air.
Oh my sweetness is getting wetter,
My fingers are playing, exploring, seeking out that special place. 
Fingers wet and sliding inside of Me. 
I yell out and moan but You don't hear Me.
My body tensing I can feel it coming. My pussy is filled with fire and the pain of desire. 
It wants to explode. 
I taste my sweet juices on my fingers and it's yummy.
I push 3 of them deep inside myself and WOW It's immense
The intensity is like something sent from the God's themselves 
I cum. I feel like my body is going to climax beyond all imagination. 
You see Me and all you want to do is Fuck Me. 
You are in a cage, only I have the key for. 
I won't let You out. Can't. Won't.
You look at Me with longing.
I look at You. 
I Shake my head.
Not this time Baby.
Maybe the next !!!!!!!!

Kortana

I am Me

I may not be hot

but I'm bloody funny.

I'm always loyal and friendly 

So why does no one on here see that

I'm the chick that everyone knows

But no one wants 

I'm not looking for an ego booster

Just someone loyal to Me.

It seems like Loyalty means nothing anymore 

It's seems like I have to work extra hard to keep someone

Most folks on here are self degrading narcissistic egomaniacs

None of which is Me.

I love my Friends and Family

Specially a select few 

alot of the Men on here are mostly line spinners

Using the same bullshit on every chick they talk to

that doesn't work with Me.

I've had more failed Furelationships than I care to count.

I am a FuFaliure 

I can't keep someone on here because all they want is sex

or summin close to.

I'm Loyal to my Husband so yeah NO !!!

Gimmie the time 

and You'll see my inner light shine.

Someone please prove Me wrong

that would make my day

in a funny sorta way.

Asylum
Sitting in my room

Next to my bed

All these thoughts runnin through my head

Pretty colours

Funny dreams

Oh what the hell are in those beans
Floating yet grounded

I can see through the bars

No stars. Only blue sky

I miss my normalcy

Taking pills every day to keep my demons at bay

Hammering these thoughts and feelings away

Wearing a straight jacket is bliss

Holding Me tight with it's barbaric tightness

Giving Me the most tender kiss

Having Me live to the extreme of my own existance

Doctors coming and going

about their daily chores 

Putting Me under a Microscope

Having my life disected to obliteration

Picking apart who, how and what I am

Giving my whole life a whole new meaning

Am I sane. Or am I living a dream 

It would seem that I feel nothing

Am nothing.

But I Feel, See, Touch, Smell and hear

My room feels sooooo cold and bare

Stone and Steel against my skin

The air is stale. Medicated and harsh on my nose

I miss the smell of a sweet rose

My temple is ALIVE

My body is mine and it will stay that way

Scars, Wounds internal and external. 

They are part of Me 

Take Me as I am and not what You want Me to be 

Thanks for Reading

Amy/Kortana