ALOT OF THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING HERE LATELY AND THEY HAVE MADE ME THINK BOUT MY YOUNGER YEARS. i DON'T REGRET ANYTHING I HAVE DONE AND I AM NOT GONNA TRY AND SAY I DO CAUSE IT BE A LIE. ITS MORE LIKE THE MISTAKE I KEPT MAKING ENDED ME UP HERE WHERE I AM AT TODAY BUT I LOOK BACK AND REALIZE HOW MUCH I SACRIFICED TO GET WHERE I AM AT.aLL THE PEOPLE I PUSHED AWAY THE LOVE I ONCE HAD BUT LOST OVER MY OWN STUPIDITY. I HAVE LOST ALOT OF THINGS AND EVERYTIME I SAID I WAS GONNA STRAIGTEN MY ACT OUT I NEVER DID IT FOR GOOD CAUSE I ALWAYS FELL BACK LIKE IT WAS AN ADDICTION. I DIDN'T GIVE THAT LIFE UP BECAUSE I HAD TO BUT BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULDN'T BE HAPPY WITH IT I COULD'VE HAD MONEY AND GORLS AND WHATEVER I WANTED BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN HAPPY SO I GAVE UP THE LIFE I SACRIFICED SO MUCH FOR BUT ITS OK IT TOOK AWHILE FOR ME TO REALIZE IT BUT I KNOW NOW WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE AND EVEN IF ITS SO FEW ATLEAST I HAVE THEM PPL I CAN ALWAYS FALL BACK ON INSTEAD OF HITTING MY KNEES AND BEING ALONE THERE ARE PPL NOW WHO CAN CATCH ME WHEN I FALL I AM GONNA COMPLETELY END THE LIFE I BUILT ON LIES SO PPL CAN SEE WHO I REALLY AM AND NOT JUST THE FRONT I CREATED I HATE TO BE ALONE BUT ALL THESE YEARS I MADE MYSELF ALONE I PUSHED EVERYONE AWAY AND FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I AM TRULY SORRY
