work thats all i seem to do these days...we are born , we grow up we slave away....well i thinks to my self why is that? i cant remember the last time i relaxed and had some fun ,i dont mean to work all the time but i do even when im off...i gots many irons in the fire and only so many funds to fuel said fire lol...ah well we can only do what we can with what we gots so.....so be it...i just wish for once i could relax , it seems like even when i sit still im tence or something....the things i like to do just seem to get in my way ...maybe i just need to slow up some, but i dont know how, i dont sleep well any more and dont sleep more than five hours.....ugh ah well maybe i needs a drink or two to calm me down, i like to drink but i never drink much lol dont like the loss of control lol...well it to late to go out and gets a drink maybe tomarow, to the gym i go for ............YOU GUESSED IT....MORE WORK....ugh.. hehehe...
