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What are you waiting for?
As i sit here on my bed
Thoughts run through my head
What did i say that upset you and made you dismayed?
Tell me what i must say
I rack my brain to figure this out
Wondering what this is all about
I try to say I Love You and you go away
We haven't spoken in days
As i sit upon my bed and wonder if you are ok
Just tell me what i must do or say
Life is miserable without you
Oh if only i had a clue
As I sit upon my bed and dream of our future life
I could just end it with just one slice
But, yet i see a small glamour in the far off distance
But, without you it is just a penance
I see a golden haired girl child with big eyes like yours
And it its us she adores
I see allot of things as i sit here on my bed wondering
I sit here just pondering
As the light touches the Earth's crust
I wonder do you know it is you i trust?
Everything I am and everything I do ,do you know all I think about is you?
As i sit upon my bed at this hour though i am so blue
Yes, with just one slice I could end it all
But , with that one look into the future i see you with a child and and a ball
How happy we both are with this child of golden hair and big eyes like yours
And how much I Love you both and your both so adored
I am wondering though if I reached out my hand would you take it into yours and take the life I see for us both?
Or am I just seeing ghosts?
As I sit upon my bed and think of only you my head full of thoughts of just ending it all
Would you care if you saw?
Would you care if I was no more and neither was this beautiful brave little blonde haired big eyed girl we so adore?
As I sit upon my bed and wonder is there a cure?
Life without you wouldn't be a life
So , maybe I should end it with just one slice
No more me no more future no more beautiful blonde haired big eyed four year old girl who loves us without fault
You are He whom i have sought
But, I wonder do you even know how much I have fought to get to this moment
So if not here it is I am making this statement
I Love You ! you crazy man
So take my hand
So i don't have to wonder anymore
So i know our love goes to the core
I want this beautiful brave blonde haired big eyes like yours four year old girl of our future
I have been told i give good smooches
So pucker up baby and give me a kiss
This is my one true wish
To have you and Kalilia in my life
That if I do not have it I truly feel like I could die
As i sit upon my bed and I think my mind wonders to what it will be like to have this child of ours
Oh how our heart with all this love for her is large
