Wicked Butterfly's blog: "~{Wicked Butterfly's}~ Poetry"

Twiddle thy fingers Open thine eyes, To you all a big surprise. A hex to those, Who think I'm a joke. I'll curse lover's untrue! A curse only honesty will undo. Bah! Burn my body and Burry my bones. I'll be back, that's no hoax. I've been to hell and back. I am sure the devil could use a laugh. Why dust thou cover thine ears? Satan's not a name you long to hear? Warm flames flick at my feet. Do you enjoy burning human meat? Boils burst apon my skin. "Hello Lucifer, I'm coming back again" I'll return first full moon of fall. And with a hex for you all.

Your soul is a key, A key opens a door. Your heart is your feet. Feet walk on the floor. Will is the floor, leading to the door. So used your heart, to free your mind, Then walk into love. And leave the bad behind [This was written specifically for my good friend Demos who helped me with so many of my inner struggles. I love him to death and I know for a fact so does Nikki, lmao]

Take a walk with me, I'll let you in; tell you everything. About all the pains and fears. The hurts and hidden tears. The lies to comfort those, Who shouldn't ever know. I'll show you how bad life's been to me. Then let you decide how it's bittersweet. I know the air is cold on your face. But it's better than talking in this place. At a loss of my own words. There's too much to say that can't be heard. So bare with me the freezing weather. Let's just talk or listen together. I wish I had done so much better, Gotten my act together. But alas at twenty-one, There's so much I've left undone. I live within my notebook. Some time take a look. Shattered dreams are burried deep. A regret to those who should've loved me. I know it seems that I am nothing. I write only to feel some what alive. I used to resort to cutting with knives. When I felt the sting and began to bleed. That always seemed to reasure me. I couldn't get it through their heads. I am alive, They just wouldn't notice if I were dead. My writting's all I got left, I'm an irreversably screwed up mess. To laugh feels like a joke. What's the use of holding to hope? I scream on the inside looking out. Yet still I am nothing they care about. Here take my coat. Still have a bit to go. What I have isn't much. Just writtings, art and such. It's means nothing to anyone else. But it's all I have for myself. No one to talk to when mom and dad fight. That keeps me up most nights. No one's there to make it ok. I'm trapped in my thoughts, And they're on replay. If I could I'd drown it out. You try ignoring 21 years of screams and shouts. An unwanted and unloved little girl. Feeling like she's being attacked by the world. Scared, frightened, afraid and alone. Yet I seek sanctuary in this tomb of a home. A ticking time bomb, You never know when it will go off. Cigarette smoke softens the scene. Makes it like a foggy dream. When it's my turn to play my role, I feel as though I pay a toll. The audience watches as I'm placed with blame. How I ruined the family, cast them in shame. I'm horrible, wicked, evil and bad. Took away anychance of happiness they had. I wish I could say "I'm sorry for it all" That when they look at me, I feel so small. I hide behind these lines, Hoping they'll stop, and I'll be fine. Well I guess this is the end of our walk. Thanks for listening while I'd talk. Go home to your happy life and warm bed. Forget everything you heard that I have said. Chances are, you don't even care. But that's only because you don't live there. I'm off to being their resentment. Better make the best of it.

You push me in I drown you out, Messing up, and falling down. Kiss the demons who walk among us. Bring them closer let them cuff us. Hold us down with their chains, Whisper words bleeding with hate. I hear your voice fading away, I can't help hold a smile held in vein. Hello world I see your truths, I hold my hands out to you. Give me strength to stay alive, Give me hope to step into the light. I want to let lose the creatures in my heart. Before they kill me, rip me apart. I stop... the sounds are gone. I feel deaf, what's going on? A sweet Melodic tune, Rings in my ears, and rings so true. This is my point of no return. Step in the light and never hurt. The angel sing to me and me alone. Calling me, Beckoning to come home. Head up, Head high, I pull the gone, Take aim. Angel why didn't you hear me till today? The past is not over, It's attacking, and pulling me under. I feel it's claws graps around my throat, and I know you knew, And laughed at my hope. I will not hurt you, I will not hate you. I will keep this memory alive. Of the day you, my angel... died.... Bang Bang... God's creature has fallen and now I hear God calling. He's looking for his sweet little dove. But where is he? Under not above. Next time here a little girls plea, Don't ignore her like you did me. You can't make it go away, So I turn back to the demons, They won't lead me astray.

I heard you loud and clear, You're leaving, What are you queer? I loved you like no other, And here you are leaving? Mother Fucker! I heard the things you told her too, You thought I would not find out? Guess I fooled you. Why did you go behind my back? Were you actually ashamed? ha! I doubt that. Listen It's alright as a matter of fact, I am gonne be fine, It's me you don't have. I don't care, infact I wish you well. She will hurt you back, Be your one way ticket to hell. I think it's funny You don't know it yet, But she will spend all your money. I will be just fine in my own house. Friends who are loyal, and a love that comes around. Where will you be in a year? Sad and alone, wishing you were here? Life is so unfair right? You didn't mean what you said, you were just confused that night. Oh please you think I am ignorant and dumb? I know what you said, You meant each word, every last one. "There is no you and me!" Remember? that's what you said. No wait you screamed it at me. I would never take you back That would be crazy, self destructing infact. You were good for about an hour, But things went from sugary sweet, To deadly sour. Live up to your words of being an ass. I am alright, And you now want to come back. Sweet prince charming don't you know the untold end? The pricess divorced the prince, and moved in her friends. She took over the kingdom and castle. Threw his ass out, To avoid any hassel. She had the best lawyer too, Made it so she'd never hurt, or have to face you. You ruined everything she had come to love. She ran you over, when push came to shove. Don't fuck with the princess you claimed to charish. Cause when you screw her over, She'll crimple you beneath her carriage.

This is to the father with a drug problem who blames everything wrong in his life on the only daughter he has. Fed Up. I did it I confess I'm the reason You're a mess Eyes all puffy Hair so mussy And don't get me started on the smell You reek of something rotting in hell Yes I am cruel and I am mean But I'n not the one who doped you up with Amphetamines You reep what you sow and you sow what you reep Next time Think twice about calling me the creep I'm tired of taking the rap Blame yourself Take it back Everything I say Blinding with rage Ozzing with hate In a furious state Locked in my cage

Bittersweet lips Poisoned by love But I give you a kiss Bright deadly green eyes Mysterious ventures Hidded inside Amber hair flowing like a stream I know you're watching, You're intrigued Ballsom bossom gets your gaze I see your southern member Is aroused and awake Staring at you while slinking back You reach for me You want me so bad From the shadows I look into your soul My intoxication captivating For it's emensly powerful A child of the night I am it's true Enchanting and Seducting Invigorating you You're powerless against my spell Why try to hide it? When I already see your lust so well Poor pathetic excuse for a man I whisper to you Promises you don't understand Eternal pain carried by bliss It's so morbid But you accept the cursed kiss You notice my corsette is much too tight Why I couldn't possibly breath And you tremble in fright I smell the fear that you emitt Your cologne couldn't hide The stentch growing so thick Ah yes that amazing aroma of fear The scent mortals leave When their eminate death is near Sleep tight, rest assured For another night Your death shall be endured. I fade leaving you dazed and confused You ponder the morbid beauty and can't help but feeling used.

[Warning: This was like one of my most sexual pieces... So it may not be all that great. But enjoy either way. And thank you for reading] When I look at you I get excited. A flame inside's ignited. Weak at the knees, I've got no voice to speak. Bite my bottom lip; fantasize of your kiss. Fierce and wild Soft and gentle. Is it something I can handle? Russian fingers, and Roman Hands. Take control, make demands. I close my eyes, lightly caress my chest. Though I'd bet you do it best. Breasts heaving in wanton desperation. Over come with sexual frustration. I wish you'd touch me. sweet and passionately. Slowly my hands move farther still. Sending my spine, tingles and chills. A slight moan escapes my mouth. Such a vexing erotic sound. Etrance indeed. But it's you I wish were inside me. Thrusting inside, A reckless ride. Our two bodies collide. Ravishing and wild. Timid and mild. Colmination Ultimate destination. Flushed and in a sensual haze. My eyes, ever so slightly glazed. I look out my window at you. Blushing at the thought. "If only you knew."

Into the night I crept with ease, I remained in the shadows, Following. Watching your every move Hearing your every sound. So close I could touch you, Just bring you down. I smelt the fear perspirate on your neck. As you became a nervous wreck. You're not paranoid, I am there. You don't know it. But I am your despair