As all of my friends know I just lost a good friend! I was blessed to have had the chance to have him as a friend! My heart goes out to his family especially his brothers and his girlfriend Wendy and their daughters. When things like this happen it makes me question my faith and why God would take such a good man! He was a wonderful son, brother, father, and friend to many! I met him for the first time in 2003 and he was only 17 years old, but more mature than most men my own age! There wasnt a time the whole week that I was in P-Cola that he didnt put a smile on my and everyone around him face. He was just a pleasure to be around!!! When Lacey called me yesterday and told me he was missing my heart stopped! The first thing that popped in my head was OMG I hope Wendy and the girls are ok. She told me what happened and I thought my heart had been ripped outta my chest. I prayed all day and night that he would be found alive!!! But as more time passes I know that there is a slim chance of that happening. I just want to know why!!!! Its not fair to his daughters that they will never know how wonderful their father really was, or to his brothers that their baby brother will no longer be around for them to look after! Or to his friends that his smiling face wont be here to do what J-ROCK did best and that was just being himself and being a good friend! I guess the whole point of this is Bc I am really confused and angry that he was taken from us sooooo soon!!!! It makes you realize how precious life is and that you really should live your life as if today is your last! Just know J-ROCK you have alot of people that love you and will always love you!!! Please watch over everyone! Especially your daughters and Wendy! And Justin and Jason too! They need you to give them the strength to get thru all of this!
